My decision to make mom my first contract
While mom was placing the ear ring in my ear i wrap my hands around her waist pulling her closer but also locking her in place but letting her have enough room to pull away.
After she'd put in the first ear ring she had pulled back while she was placing her hands on my shoulders to look at me.
While I was in my thoughts about if i really was going to make an contract with her to be drawn out my thoughts when i felt mom had placed her hand on my cheek. But what really brought me back was when i felt her lips on mines.
Widening my eyes as i froze, i had felt the softness of her lips retreating causing me to look at her while she had a smile on her face.
Paula: "Baby girl i already now, as your deep thinking expression confirmed it for me bein you only make it when your stuck on a choice that you know you should make."
Having my expression switch from shocked to surprise at what she just indicated of how she knows of what i've been keeping from her until now.
Paula: Giving her another kiss that's deeper an more passionate before she'd been able to say anything.
Closing my eye's as mom lips met mines in a kiss that was deeper than the first one an way more passionate i kissed her back as we had went in to our own world.
Before she had pulled away with an bigger smile on her face as she put a hand on my cheek again.
Paula: "The documents that they gave us at the school was different than the one's they'd given to the students even though it wasn't to different but it did have 1...major difference of key information on that i'm sure they wouldn't put on yours.
As i'm pretty sure that it's private information of the highest order being i'm sure they'll only have it on the parents papers. That's what i'm guessing or that its either students that they see having the most potential based off of the grades or their accolades as students that's have been at the top of their class generation in important fields.
Your the latter being that your just enrolled an have been accepted but your grades and the accolades you have speak for themselves so I'm not surprised at all your one of them.
But the details they have is what causes me the concern and fear that i have but more of your keeping a secret not from only them but me your own mother!"
Seeing the hurt, sadness, fear, and hope that was coming from her i went to speak but to only stop when mom puts her finger to my lips before i could.
Paula: Hanging my head down as i put my finger to Zola's lips to stop her from speaking i continued "and...do you want to know what they'd put in that little detail that im sure that they will tell you all soon."
I looked up to look at my daughters face to see guilt, fear, and the hope to explain herself as i closed my eye's while tears were leaving them.
"That even though the seed is more highly compatible with animals initially but they were at a stage in the development of this organism that they had called the seed to be compatible with humans to where they had the percentage of animals that have been implanted with has an 99.9% of being able to accept it.
That's interesting right? To know that what causes or makes leviathans is smaller than an crumb you see on an counter can make something that could push us to extinction."
Moving my finger away from her lips as i had started to lean over to place my forehead on her as the tears started to follow like a river that was able to be freed from an dame as they hit the floor.
"H...H...HOW COULD YOU KEEP THIS... THIS...FROM ME!...SOMETHING LIKE THIS...EVEN IF IT HAD A 1% CHANCE OF YOU BEING ABLE TO ACCEPT IT AS...AS... AFTER IT FOUND IT'S HUMAN HOST...NO
...OTHER COULD BE ABLE TOO!..."
As mom started to lean against me as she'd started to slide down towards the floor crying while she's still in my embrace as i also went to accompany her.
"Mom i...i..." stopping when she looked up at me as we sat on the floor as she was leaning up against me.
Paula: "Why didn't you tell me after you ate the fish that was meant for me!...that you felt different or that something was wrong with you...we...we could of tried and figured out something or went for help before we got to this point."
Looking at her i could see all the emotions she was feeling fear, guilt, disappointment, and sadness.
Hugging her tighter as i rested my cheek on her head "mom...i was going to tell you i...i really was...i just didn't know how...or when to tell you that i did."
'They must of not put how it is able to spread like it is or how they're able to get the powers that they have or the person can also get it to after being able to be compatible with it.'
Swallowing the lump that was in my throat as i finally decided i have to do this not only for her but so that i don't lose my mom again like i...i...did back then.
"Ma...mom...losen my embrace so she could be able to look up to me...what...what if i was able to help you grant the wish you have to be able to protect me through the abilities i have gotten.
From the leviathans...would you...want to... take that chance even though...that would make you...like me...no longer human...?"
Letting the question i'd just asked hang in the air so that...she could think about what I was implying by asking her that.
Seeing her look at me...as she contemplative
what i've just said to see her as she's widens her eyes as the tears stopped she'd grabbed my shoulders before getting on her knees an looking me in the eyes.
Paula: "ZOLA!...can i...i mean...can you... really do that..! Make me like you so that i'd... would be able to protect you and be able to... keep you safe!"
Seeing the disbelief in her eyes as well as for hope, happiness, determination, and the will to due what it takes, i smile at her and nodded back to her as i'd also got on my knees "yes... mom i can make you and other people to be just like me...that want to be if...they're willing to be."