Ren

Day before yesterday I was talking with Shifu and Lisa they said that Lisa and Ren were talking about Shifu's 'supposed' boyfriend (recently after she proposed to him ) and Lisa told him everything at the coaching(those three go to our former teacher's institute ) And maybe before that he told her that he has a crush of Maya ( since her name starts with M) our ex-batchmate from class 11 . I don't know why but I didn't likeed her from the beginning but now its worse. She is one of the smartest in our batch and always used to cling around boys especially him. That's obviously not the reason but I don't lik e her and I'm being honest don't get me wrong okay. Anu says she's dominating since she worked on a project with her last year,I don't know and don't care . But now for sure either I got over him before (yeah I did,they're just residual feelings ) or maybe now I hate him. A thought did came to me that he noticed I had feelings for him so he told her because he knows I saw him talking to her several times so he thought doing this will make me move on from him since its only 1 and half a month left for the session to over? Ugh I don't know but... whatever! I. Don't. Care! Humph!

Also at break time I was coming in our class with Anu and Lisa when PJ (Ren's bestfriend and the one we tease Lisa with) came walking out so I got side and went in with it's support then Ren was walking out after him so I grabbed Shifu, dodged him and saved myself from the humiliation and all of us went in laughing our ass off it it started hurting. Then Lisa said he moved away with a straight face . I didn't mind it as if she was telling me the reality that he might not have feelings for me . Because once I hinted Shifu that I have a crush on him and she might have told her whatever . And Anu said she's amused I didn't get angry (since I used to, to hide my crush) me too , I was laughing and not getting annoyed. So I don't know and don't want to know. So bye for now.