"It's my fault, it's my fault. If I had insisted on not letting him leave. If only I killed that lover of his, that deceptive wench, when I realized she was going to betray him. If I had not hesitated, all these wouldn't have happened."
"But if you had killed one of his women, your brother would have resented you a lot without knowing the reason you did it. A'Yuan, don't blame yourself." Hua Cheng whispered, trying to comfort him.
"So what if he hated me? If I knew I would have killed her and have him hate me. Our relationship would be strained, but at least he would be alive. If I had killed that bitch, she wouldn't have poisoned him and tipped off the enemies. My brother would still be alive, dominating the world."
"His soul fragments are safe somewhere, maybe one day…"