Chapter 38 All together

Ambar

These months have been the worst of my life, with ups and downs in my mood. I always had support from the boys, they were a great help in making me realize many things, I learned to love myself and accept that we all have a past. That doesn't make Said love me any less or that I had learned to be at peace with everyone around me.

But I felt like something was missing and that was Said. I miss him so much; I also miss Nay. I haven't talked to her since I left. I hope she forgives me. We had never been so far apart, it's just that I couldn't be there. I didn't feel well, although being locked up in this big house is also a bit suffocating, but it was my decision to come here and not go out.