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Mei nodded, her gaze scattered, appearing somewhat frantic, "Yes... yes... I thought so too... I even went to the hospital... but it... but it... haha... haha... my life is over like this... I don't want to use my dirty body to harm others... if I give birth to it... could it be my companion? But... but I'm afraid... afraid of seeing it... as if seeing my own sins? What do you think I should do? What should I do?"
"Hey, you..."
"What should I do? What should I do?" Mei asked repeatedly, as if trapped in an infinitely looping illusion, unable to escape.
"You... are you okay? How about I accompany you to the hospital?" she cautiously asked.
Upon hearing the word "hospital," Mei immediately panicked, "No, I won't have an abortion, I won't..."
"No, no, no, we're not going for an abortion, I'm just..."
But Mei no longer listened to her, struggling to stand up, "I'm leaving..."