feel sick

With a fierce cry, Rowoon slammed his fist into the mirror, shattering the glass into a thousand pieces. Blood welled up from the cuts on his hand, but Rowoon didn't even flinch.

He screamed again, the sound echoing off the walls as he fell to his knees. His eyes were closed, his head thrown back in agony.

"Felix!" he screamed, his voice hoarse with emotion. "Felix, help me!"

Rowoon's body shook with sobs, his bloodied hands clenched into fists. He felt like he was losing himself, like the demon within him was consuming him whole.

And the only one who could save him was Felix.

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Felix sat in the cafeteria, surrounded by his friends, but his mind was elsewhere. He was lost in thought, replaying the events of the previous night. Had he really seen Rowoon, or was it just a dream? And what about the room he woke up in? He couldn't shake the feeling that something was off.

His friends chatted and laughed around him, but Felix barely registered their presence. He was too caught up in his own thoughts.

Suddenly, a hand tapped his shoulder, breaking his reverie. "Hey, can I borrow your water?" a voice asked.

Felix nodded absently, still lost in thought. "Hmm," he murmured, not even looking up to see who was asking.

The table fell silent, and Felix's friends exchanged uneasy glances. It wasn't like Felix to be so distracted, and his monotone response was unsettling.

It wasn't until Felix looked up, his eyes scanning the table, that he realized why his friends were staring at him. Soo-young, the school's star basketball player, and his crush was standing beside him, a hint of a smile on her face.

Soo-young's eyes met Felix's, and for a moment, they just stared at each other. The tension between them was palpable, and Felix's friends seemed to sense it, their eyes darting back and forth between the two.

Felix felt a flush rise to his cheeks as he realized his mistake. He hadn't even checked who was asking for his water, and now Soo-young was standing there, looking at him with an intensity that made Felix's heart skip a beat.

"Uh, yeah, sure," Felix stuttered, handing over his water bottle. Soo-young took it, her fingers brushing against Felix's, sending a shiver down Felix's spine.

The table remained silent, the only sound the quiet hum of the cafeteria's ventilation system. Felix's friends were waiting for him to say something, to break the tension, but Felix's mind was a blank.

Jae-hyun chuckled and nudged Felix playfully. "Man, the school bell just walked up to you for the first time, not the other way around, and you weren't even paying attention. What's wrong, man?"

Felix shrugged, still looking dazed. "Nothing," he muttered, unable to explain the strange feelings that had been plaguing him lately.

Jae-hyun raised an eyebrow. "Nothing? You're not even making sense, Felix. First, you're spacing out in class, and now you're ignoring Soo-young? What's going on?"

Felix sighed and rubbed his temples. He couldn't understand it himself. It was like he was sick, but not physically. His mind was just... foggy. And Rowoon's face kept popping up in his thoughts, making his heart skip a beat.

"I don't know, Jae," Felix admitted, feeling frustrated. "I just can't focus lately. And Soo-young... I don't know, it's just weird.".

Jae-hyun's expression turned serious. "Weird? What do you mean?"

Felix hesitated, unsure how to explain. "I don't know... it's just that Soo-young seems... different. And I feel... off. Like something's wrong, but I don't know what.".

Jae-hyun's eyes narrowed. "Different? What do you mean by different?"

Felix shook his head, feeling a sense of unease. "I don't know, Jae. Forget it. Let's just drop it."