Felix struggled to stand up, but Rowoon's grip on his waist only tightened. "I need to bathe," Felix protested, trying to push himself away from Rowoon's chest.
But Rowoon wouldn't budge. He pressed Felix down onto his lap, their faces inches apart. Felix's heart began to pound in his chest as he felt Rowoon's warm breath on his skin.
He couldn't help but think about how easy it would be to just lean in a little bit, to press his lips against Rowoon's and see where the moment took them. But he couldn't let himself do that. He didn't want to give in to his feelings, not when he was still trying to process everything that had happened between them.
As Felix looked into Rowoon's eyes, he felt like he was drowning in their depths. He saw something there, something that looked almost like desire, and it made his heart skip a beat. Felix's emotions were betraying him, urging him to give in to his feelings and see where things went with Rowoon.
But Felix knew that would be a mistake. He couldn't let himself fall for Rowoon, not when he was still trying to figure out who he was and what he wanted. Felix tried to push himself away from Rowoon again, but Rowoon held tight, his fingers digging gently into Felix's skin.
"Just a little longer," Rowoon whispered, his voice low and husky. "Please, Felix."
Felix's resolve was weakening, his body responding to Rowoon's proximity in ways he couldn't control. He felt his face growing hot, his heart pounding in his chest, and his skin tingling with awareness. Felix knew he needed to get away from Rowoon, to put some distance between them before things went any further.
But as he looked into Rowoon's eyes, Felix felt like he was trapped, caught in a web of his own desires and uncertainties. He didn't know what to do, or how to escape the feelings that were growing inside of him. All he knew was that he needed to get away from Rowoon, before it was too late.
Felix's eyes widened in shock as Rowoon pinned him down on the bed. He gasped, his breath caught in his throat, as he looked up at Rowoon's face. Rowoon's eyes burned with intensity, his gaze piercing as he stared deep into Felix's eyes.
Felix felt like he was drowning in those eyes, like he was being pulled under by a riptide of emotion. He tried to look away, but Rowoon's gaze held him captive, refusing to let him go.
And then, without warning, Rowoon's lips were on his. Felix's eyes flew open in surprise as Rowoon's mouth claimed his, the kiss sending shivers down his spine. Felix tried to push Rowoon off, but Rowoon's strength was too much for him, holding him in place with ease.
At first, Felix struggled, trying to break free from Rowoon's grasp. But as the kiss deepened, something inside of him began to melt. Rowoon's lips were gentle, yet rough, his tongue probing Felix's mouth with a desire that made Felix's heart skip a beat.
Felix felt like he was being consumed, like Rowoon's kiss was eating away at his resolve, leaving him weak and helpless. But at the same time, he felt alive, like every nerve ending in his body was on fire.
Rowoon's kiss was a contradiction, a mix of gentle and rough, soft and hard. It was like he was trying to hold back, to restrain himself, but couldn't quite manage it. Felix could feel the desire emanating from Rowoon, the need to claim him, to make him his own.
But Rowoon was also careful, gentle, like he didn't want to scare Felix off. He kissed Felix like he was fragile, like he might break if Rowoon wasn't careful. And yet, at the same time, he kissed him like he was starving, like he couldn't get enough.
Felix felt like he was being pulled in two different directions, like his body was responding to Rowoon's kiss, even as his mind was telling him to push away. But as the kiss deepened, Felix felt his resolve weakening, felt himself giving in to the desire that was building inside of him.
As they broke apart from the kiss, both Felix and Rowoon gasped for air, their chests heaving with exertion. Rowoon's eyes never left Felix's face, his gaze burning with intensity as he traced his finger over Felix's swollen lips.
Felix felt a shiver run down his spine as Rowoon's finger touched his lip, the tingling sensation bringing him back to reality. He blinked, his eyes focusing on Rowoon's face, and for a moment, they just stared at each other, the tension between them palpable.
But then Felix's senses kicked in, and he remembered where he was and what had just happened. With a surge of adrenaline, he pushed Rowoon off him, using all his strength to break free from Rowoon's grasp.
Rowoon looked surprised, his eyes widening as Felix scrambled off the bed and made a beeline for the bathroom. Felix could hear Rowoon calling out to him, but he didn't look back, slamming the bathroom door shut behind him and locking it with a loud click.
Felix leaned against the door, his chest heaving with exertion, his heart racing with excitement and fear. He couldn't believe what had just happened, couldn't believe that he had let Rowoon kiss him like that.
But as he looked in the mirror, he saw the truth staring back at him. His lips were swollen, his eyes were bright, and his skin was flushed with excitement. Felix knew that he couldn't deny it any longer - he had feelings for Rowoon, feelings that went far beyond friendship or mere attraction.
And that scared him more than anything.