Chapter 359 Big Monster

How does it feel to be hit in the face by a building?

Lu Xin felt that he had gained a little more life experience.

When the buildings on both sides were pulled down by the monster and fell on him, the surroundings had become pitch black, and layers of broken buildings folded in front of him, completely blocking all the light and piling up all the space.

Boom! Boom!

The violent noise continued, and it was the monster that smashed more buildings on him.

Is it playing with stacking blocks?

When the buildings on both sides fell down, Lu Xin tried to resist.

However, the power converted from the weight was not something that could be resisted by mental shock or distortion field.

With a boom, it fell down completely.

Even if he could use his sister's power, he couldn't avoid it and was firmly covered in the middle of the street. .

When the buildings behind him fell down, he had even less room to resist.

Moreover, at this time, he actually didn't want to resist.

He just hugged Xiaojiu.

Whether it was the real feeling of this hug or the knife that Xiaojiu had inserted into his heart.

They all made him feel that he could fill that emptiness.

People who can use the pain in their bodies to divert the emptiness in their hearts are undoubtedly happy.

"Brother..."

At this time, the younger sister also felt that she didn't dare, or didn't want to disturb Lu Xin.

She gently hugged Lu Xin's arm, put her little head on his shoulder, and looked at Xiaojiu in Lu Xin's arms.

"She's not afraid now."

She said softly.

Lu Xin could also feel that Xiaojiu was no longer struggling so fiercely at this time.

He could even feel that she had a faint feeling of wanting to pull the knife out of Lu Xin's body.

However, in such a solid and cramped space, she couldn't do such a move.

This should be because the monster gave up on polluting her and smashed buildings on Lu Xin one by one. So when Lu Xin was buried on this street, he successfully gained the upper hand in polluting Xiaojiu.

"Damn it, damn it, damn it..."

In the darkness, the father was cursing angrily. Because he couldn't see anything, he could only rely on his own senses.

In Lu Xin's sense, it seemed that he saw a tall shadow.

He stood beside her and used his thick shoulders to support the falling building and prop up a small space.

It was this action of his that saved Lu Xin, his sister, and Xiaojiu.

However, the buildings were adding weight, and his temper was completely irritated.

He was unwilling to intervene in the matter between Lu Xin and Xiaojiu, and even chose to remain silent when Xiaojiu attacked Lu Xin. But at this time, his anger rose, and he began to become irritable, and all kinds of dissatisfied grumbles sounded gloomily:

"Can you only hold the little girl and cry here?"

"Can you only let the garbage outside smash a city on you?"

"Don't you think that everything you show is too hypocritical?"

"..."

The father's curse made Lu Xin regain some reason.

What was he afraid of?

Compared with Xiaojiu, this monster was certainly not important.

But no matter how unimportant it was, it had to be cleaned up. After all, one was doing this job, and the other was to consider educating relatives.

So, now this is the real power of the monster?

He thought of the content of the special pollution training class: cleaning up special pollution is not a fight between children.

The focus is on the word "fight".

The nature of pollution is that it spreads, so cutting off the spread and cleaning up the source is the most important thing.

Beating up the source of pollution will not solve any problem.

Zhao Shiming undoubtedly thought of the essence of this problem. At first, he did feel the suppression of power through the body of this "god", so he started to hunt down the ability users of the joint team. It was a pleasant feeling.

But this is just the "power" that a person is used to understand.

No matter how crazy he is, he is also a powerful researcher. He soon realized that the power of "god" is not used in this way.

So, he has made the most correct choice now.

Pollution!

First, by polluting the flesh and blood monsters hidden in the dark corners of Buffalo City, strengthen the "god" itself.

Secondly, by polluting the more than 100,000 refugees in Buffalo City, strengthen the spiritual level.

The growth of spiritual level can better control oneself.

…

And for a special pollution cleaner, it is his job to stop this pollution and solve the pollution source…

But how to solve it?

It can be clearly felt that even his father has been suppressed at this time.

Unless, he gives him more trust?

He has given his father 70% trust at most, but that was unintentional.

Now the trust he gives his father is at most around 50%, but it obviously can't solve the problem.

So, this time, do I need to give him more than 70% trust?

Lu Xin thought about this question seriously.

He was not sure what his father would do after he had more than 70% freedom?

He couldn't control him at all…

…

"Waste, waste..."

His father's curses became louder and louder.

The surrounding buildings made a tooth-grinding creaking sound.

Huge vibrations came from all around. It seemed that there was another bigger building falling on it.

The father, who was supporting the building with his shoulders, was obviously shaking. He was not good at such protection. He was forced to do so now, but he couldn't protect it. His anger was completely out of control.

"Big... big monster..."

Suddenly, a faint voice sounded in his arms.

Lu Xin's body trembled slightly, and the blood-stained memories flashed through his mind again.

He did kill Xiaojiu.

Xiaojiu's small body was still in his arms.

The longer he held Xiaojiu, the more real and deep the feeling of emptiness in his heart became.

He clearly remembered that when Xiaojiu was killed by him, his face was covered with blood. Many other bloody faces appeared in his mind from time to time, looking at him with fearful eyes. Those... were all killed when he turned into a monster?

Lu Xin was really scared at this time.

He was afraid that he would become... a real monster again!

There are still many friends of his in this city.

If I become a monster, will Chen Jing, Gekko, and the short girl in the central city whom I just met, the doctor whose temperament I particularly like... also be killed by me, just like the others?

Will they become bloody faces in my memories one day?

A deep sense of confusion enveloped Lu Xin again.

He felt that he could defeat the "god" outside, but he was hesitant in his heart.

Just like grabbing a knife, you can kill the enemy.

But he didn't know, after picking up the knife, would he open his eyes and find that he had killed more people...

...

Boom!

Above Buffalo, the bright red tentacles once again rolled up a broken building and smashed it in front of him.

Looking at the mountain-like building debris in front of him, its six eyes became indifferent, and the tentacles around him unconsciously rose up.

It seemed like a real "god" declaring his own power.

And in the empty streets of this city, and in the dark shadows.

The strange substance composed of blood vessels and nerves has spread to the outer city, to the places where those wanderers gather.

Rustle.

They make the sound of snakes crawling, extending to buildings and houses.

Outside the city, the people at the outpost are still watching.

In front of a building that survived the disaster, the people of the Central City and Qinggang all stood blankly, looking up at the "God"!

...

Under the endless ruins, Lu Xin's heart was full of fatigue.

Hatred, anger, sadness, fear, all kinds of emotions, intertwined in his heart at the same time.

Chaos!

He felt extremely chaotic, so chaotic that he once again had that kind of decadent feeling, wanting to forget everything.

"Big monster..."

Just when Lu Xin's emotions were intertwined to the extreme, a little head leaned on his shoulder.

Little Nineteen seemed to have finally adapted to Lu Xin's embrace, and she stayed in Lu Xin's arms obediently.

As if she was talking in a dream, she whispered:

"The big monster promised the little monster that he would take the little monsters out of here..."

"..."

"Buzz..."

Lu Xin suddenly felt like a bomb exploded in his mind.

This sentence was like a key, instantly opening up more of his memories.

They sat in the pale and cold laboratory, and through the small window, they transmitted each other's voices.

"Monsters, these are a group of little monsters..."

There were often some voices outside the door, with fear and disdain.

These voices seemed to alleviate some people's guilt, so they often talked about it, as if as long as these children were regarded as monsters, then everything done on the operating table would have a just reason, and they would no longer have to be condemned for it. The most terrifying thing was that they not only said that they were monsters, but sometimes they also asked these children to admit it themselves.

"Tell me, are you monsters?"

"You are crazier than the lunatics outside the city. You have become more annoying monsters..."

"..."

The children all accepted this statement. After all, what adults say is not wrong.

However, sometimes, some doubts will arise in their little heads.

The most timid Little Nineteen shrank in the corner and did not dare to cry loudly, but Lu Xin remembered her thin voice:

"But, little monsters are also afraid of pain..."

"..."

For a moment, Lu Xin's expression was completely out of control.

The muscles on his face twisted and crawled like earthworms.

Those fragmented memories finally became a complete circle at this moment.

He still couldn't remember the details of all the things, but one thing appeared in his mind completely.

He remembered the faces of Little Nineteen and many other people. They regarded themselves as hope. They were all a group of little monsters, and he was a big monster, so the little monsters looked at him with eager eyes, hoping that the big monster could take them away from that place.

The big monster once promised the little monsters that he would take them out of that terrible place.

…

It turns out that he is really a monster.

We are all monsters.

It turns out that Xiaojiu is not afraid of himself.

She just remembered herself...

From the moment she remembered herself, she has been asking for help from herself...

…

Tears suddenly welled up on Lu Xin's face with twisted muscles.

He hugged Xiaojiu tightly and said tremblingly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."

"How could I forget such an important thing..."