Chapter 92

*Leonora*

How long was I going to stare at the pregnancy sticks for the result to change? 

I had been seated on the floor with my knees to my chest and my arms wrapped around my knees for support as I stared at the damned sticks. Bethany had gone to the nurse to get the sticks and she left to stay over at Devon to give me space to process everything first before I did anything. I wanted to tell her that she should stay with me but I knew how I also needed this space. I knew I needed to be on my own and deal with this by myself. 

I didn't even know if I should tell Jax. This baby was ours but after everything that had happened, I didn't know if I wanted to be in the same space as him. My mind ran with different scenarios of me telling Jax I was pregnant. Would he believe me or would he think I'm just trying to get his attention? I didn't even know what to expect from him anymore.