I just want it to be us. I don't want you to leave me. We need you." I said as the tears fell. There was no way I would have been able to control it.
"Okay, I'll figure out something with Beth." He said as he rubbed my back. "Let me put him on the bed. Then we can spend some time together." He suggested and I nodded. Jax carefully took Xander away from me. He stepped out of the bath and walked to the room. It didn't take a long time for him to come back.
"I'm a mess." I admitted as he climbed back into the bathtub. He held his arms open and I crawled into them like a baby. "I'm so sorry. I just need time to get over it."
"I understand. I think I'm trying so hard to make you happy when I should just wait a bit and let everything die down for a second." He said as he kissed my head. "Let's take a shower. You've been in the water too long. After that, I'll get some food and we can get some rest."