Chapter 137

*Leonora*

I placed Xander in his crib. I wanted to give Jax and I some space to just cuddle and have a bit of moment to ourselves. Xander was also a sleeper. He spent a lot of his time sleeping and I was a bit grateful for it.

I saw how disassociated he was after the trial. I knew a lot of thoughts were running through his mind. He was trying to be happy and spend time with us but I knew he was out of it. I just wanted to do something nice for him.

I crawled into bed beside Jax who was staring at the ceiling. "Baby." I called and he looked down at me. "How are you?"

"Please, I need you to kiss me." He said as I leaned up and kissed him. It had been so long since we had been intimate. I had been waiting for when I would be ready and now just felt like the right time.

He immediately pulled me up and over him, my legs on either side of him. I pulled away and kissed his neck earning a groan from him.