During the days of being raped, there is one thing that Raven haven't experienced. A kiss.
It is because, before the alpha arrives at their house, his step father Robin, put a blindfold to his eyes. So he won't recognize those alphas when he's out. Robin planned it well. From blind fold, to the location. And also the alpha whom his step father brought to have him.
Except the last three alphas who he sent to jail, of course.
"Raven? What are you doing here? Please loosen your embrace, I can't breathe." John tap Raven's back while signaling the co-worker he was with when he opened the door, to enter.
Raven moves but remains standing next to his friend. He didn't look back either. Why should he look back if he feels that he will melt in shame? Let's say it was an accident. But that accident stole his first kiss that he kept for 19 years, even though he was raped for three years by heartless Alphas brought by his step-father, Raven's lips never been touched by other lips!