"Can you please stop checking

me out, am your gay best friend, not your boyfriend" he said avoiding eye contact" Are you sure about that?" I asked I don't know why, I guess my dominatrix has come out to play

"Absolutely", I don't know what came over me but the next thing did was walk over to him and push him gently on the wall, And placed my mouth on

his own, too late I expect a push, or for him to snap at me, but it seems as if he needed the same thing because he start kissing me too, claiming every part of my mouth, God just want I

needed and this is much better than my fantasy.

In love with my gay Best friend

But the most important fact is Alex just locked his lip with mine, that is why I am so tensed, I pushed him away when the fact that he just kissed me registered in my brain ”no, nope, you can’t just kiss me that is disrespect, I never gave you 


Permission for you to kiss me, did I? “I yelled in anger, believe me, I wasn’t even angry but I was forcing myself to be, did I ever mention to you guys that I want to be an actress, if I did not, just know I might consider it in the future “why is that, because we are best friend, well fuck that, I don’t even give a fuck 


Because you know want Katy, out of a million people you choose me but you know why, it's because you always wanted me to be more than a friend even when I told you that I was gay, that didn’t stop you, so stop with the excuses and tell me what is stopping us now “he replied looking pissed, damn that hit a spot, 


Chapter nineteen