Mafia in the House

What are you expected to do when someone who always appear in your wildest dreams suddenly bangs open into your life? What are you even supposed to feel? Does it feel like you've gone back in time just to savor the moment when you were just looking at from afar? Not touched, only seen. Why did you even come back into life? I was doing just fine without having to think of you every waking moment wishing I was more than just a passerby in your life.