chapter 8 her nightmare and the nightmares 3

Samantha's point of view

" why are you back home at the time of the day" father said immediately as i entered, he was sitting on the leather sofa chair with his research papers all over the place, he had a wrinkled face and looked tired which was probably from stress and as he looked up he asked immediately "and what's with the bruises" he came closer looking at my chin, arms and legs, I was feeling scared and confused on what to actually tell him, whether to tell him about that excitement I felt about Killing or about me being beaten, it was complicated my thoughts got interrupted by his loud shout "I don't think I raised a deaf or a dumb, so u better say something before I get angry" lowing my head I just had to say something but what, "I ..I was beaten by the bullies and that's why I came home, I wanted to clean the wounds and have some nap, I know you taught me to be strong but I failed and I'm sor...

I couldn't finish my words when a hard slap landed on my already bruised face, he slapped me again, both cheeks, again and again and again till my mouth bleed, "you weakling, you allowed a mere bunch of stupid bastards hit you and you couldn't do a thing after all the training, you are a disgrace and a disappointment I get the reason your mom left you" he said it with his straight face devoid of emotion, I hated that face but I hated me first, why can't I be the best, I want to be perfect, I won't allow them bully me again, I looked up at him and said "I will be strong, I will take my revenge very soon, and if they die it's me" I left immediately as I said this.

I showered down and went into my bed, I closed my eyes and it kept coming, holding a knife, pulling it in and out of someone, anyone I wanted them dead and it excites me, I'm gonna kill them, one after the other slowly and slowly with that I slept.

The next morning, I wake up with cold water all over my face and body, it was dad he had poured the cold water on me, he was having this evil smile on his face, I hated that face, I knew what was to come, I wanted to run but the strength in my body had left me, shaking on the bed as he torn my clothes, he looked at my body and smirk, but then it suddenly changed, he took a step closer and looked at my thigh, oh yes my thigh, I had totally forgotten to use the medicine, he is surely going to be pissed off.

"what happened to ur thighs, what are these scars" he asked looking red with a little angry

"Errm I.. I er"

"Will you just talk" he yelled as he gave me a slap on my cheeks, that's his anger

"I hurt myself by mistake" I said finally

"By mistake, Samantha, I'm not a kid for you to tell me lies, those scars don't look like a mistake, if you so want to hurt yourself I can help you" with that he pull me out of bed and started dragging me on the floor without waiting for me to balance my steps, I was with tears now, for I knew what was to come, I hate this, I hate him, I hate my mom for leaving me to this monster, he finally got to the stairs and pushed me down, it was so unexpected...

I woke up with my head rolling and aching, I looked up and there he was, the devil himself.

"Your finally awake, I thought you died but I guess I didn't push you hard enough" he said with a straight face

"I'm sorry dad I won't try that again"

"It's good you have learnt your lesson, if I see those scars again, I won't just push you down a stairs, I will kill you myself and I will tell the cops that you were mentally ill and had suicide thoughts already so don't test my patience again"

"Your principal called, I told her you were unwell and can't come, but you have to go to school tomorrow, and when you go I don't want you running back home saying you were bullied, I have thought you too good to allow people to bully you"

"Yes dad, I have heard you" yes the chance is here, I will prove to those bastards that I'm crazier and messy than them, I will just take my time, killing them slowly, the thought of it alone brought a wide smile on my face, it's my time, my time to change the story, now they will be the victim and I the bully but they won't survive my bullying...