{Nao}
My feet drag against the hotel's fancy-ass carpet as Haruka and I make our way back to our room. The alcohol's mostly worn off, leaving me with this weird mix of clarity and exhaustion that has my head spinning.
It's hard to describe but it almost feels like a mix of ascending into heaven but also wanting to tear my own hair out.
Honestly, part of me feels fucking stupid for not taking Haruka up on her offer. Even now, I'm literally having to stop myself from going "hey, about having sex..."
Not because she'd say "no", but because it would be intensely cringe of me.
[I guess it's not bad to have this as motivation, though,] I think to myself, sighing. [Just win. Win from here on out. Win from here on out, and...] My eyes follow Haruka's hips swaying. [Yeah.]