The stress and pressure that I've been feeling since the false bomb dropped is immeasurable. That's why I'm grateful that I had a great time and laughed with NJ and Tom even though we failed to plan anything at all.
Both of them went home at past 6PM and as soon as they were gone, I decided to pamper myself, hoping that doing this self-care thingy would help me ease my mind. I needed to unload the worries and anxieties that I've been feeling and I believe that self-care would be the best way to save myself from drowning in these negative feelings and thoughts.
As a form of self-care, I've decided to go to the bathroom and soak myself into a bubble bath. I've got my own tub, but I rarely use it mainly because I'd like to conserve water. It's the least thing I could do to help myself and my entire family with saving money.