I'd never thought that I would say this but I am not as bad as I thought. All I need to do is to improvise myself and my whole being.
I realized that as I was looking at Beatrice, reflecting on the mirror. I learned how to put on my contact lense and it's all thanks to my elder sister, L. Since I already know how to fix myself just fine, I've decided to do it on my own. I don't want to bother my elder sister and her boyfriend downstairs.
Yes, you heard it right! My sister's boyfriend paid us a visit. That's why I could hear their laughter coming all the way from our sala. My guess was they haven't started cooking our lunch yet because they were too busy.
Anyway, back to myself, I stared at my reflection in the mirror and that's when I realized that maybe there is still a chance for me to change for the better.