"I don't know how I ended up sleeping with Evelyn in the first place because after I met you, my body fiercely resisted anytime a woman touched me," he said.
"My blood would run cold the more they tried to get close to me. But that night, after I returned from Serenevale, I missed you too much, and I also felt betrayed. I thought you lied to me, and everything we shared was a lie, so I drank myself into a stupor. I was so drunk, I don't even remember how James and Adam found me and brought me back to the manor."
"I had spent the whole day in the tavern drowning my sorrows in alcohol. I vaguely remember having a dream about seeing you and kissing you, but after that, I didn't remember the rest. When I woke up, Evelyn was lying beside me."
"The marks on her body and blood on the sheets all pointed to one thing. It came as a surprise when I saw I had gone all the way with her without feeling repulsed by her touch."