Day 3 in December : Lonely

Today is great day, it's what Vodzy thinking. However, he would not know that today would turn out to be a rather bad day for him.

In the morning, Vodzy had woken up and prepared breakfast for them to eat. It was still early in the morning, so he thought that Samudra had not gone to school yet. After cooking, he accidentally found a letter written by Samudra on the table. The letter read as follows;

For Vladimir Ilyich Ulyanov,

Sorry for today, i think i can't have a breakfast with you. I just received a message from Hana saying there's an impromptu event and I have to wake up early, sorry about that. I might come home in the middle of the night, so don't wait for me. You can go out and have fun with the money in this letter, or play some games. You have to enjoy yourself. Once again, sorry, see you tomorrow morning. Have a nice day.

Sincerely, Samudra Atlantik

" what the hell is this, just because have something to do, writing that Official letter for me, how weird is it"

After that, he ate the food he had cooked himself. He ate everything he could, and the rest was stored in the fridge for him to eat later in the afternoon.

After eating, Vodzy planned to explore the area to find out where he was, in his own country or in another country.

Because he was confused, he searched in Samudra's address book and called several people to ask for help. He called several people but many were not able to. Lucky for him, there was someone who could help him and keep him company. It was Samudra Pasifik, a beautiful girl who was Atlan's older sister.

Since they had arranged to meet, Vodzy decided to take a shower first so that he wouldn't be smelly. He put on Atlan's clothes and everything Atlan have like parfume, shoes and others. Since he didn't know anything, he asked his sister to come to his brother's apartment.

A few moments later, his sister Atlan arrived, and they began walking and chatting.

"Are you Sam's partner? It looks like you're wearing my brother's clothes and you're also at his apartment"

'Shit, I forgot about that part, if I don't agree to it, it will sound crazy like I'm intruding' he thought a bit chaotic

"Yeah, I'm Atlan's boyfriend. Nice to meet you, I actually got lost here so I don't know anything about this. Thank you for accompanying me" he was a little confused and nervous.

Pasifik thought with a slight smile, 'Atlan...uhm, It's the first time he let others call him with different nickname, he always insists that people must call him Sam, that's crazy.'

"So, where are you from, if you don't mind me asking?"

"I'm sorry, I can't tell you about that. Not that I don't want to, I just can't." he explained.

"Okay, that's fine. So, how about we head to Okayama? It's pretty close from here if we take the bus, it'll take around 20 minutes."

" Oke, fine" he accepted to go to Okayama

There, he learned the language, although he didn't know how he was able to understand it. Despite it being the first time he had seen it, he understood it perfectly, which seemed beyond belief.

Samudra Pasifik explained the place, its history, and other things, but Vodzy still felt confused, thinking it might just be a dream. However, when he pinched his skin, he felt pain.

After they were done, they both returned to Atlan's house. Pasifik wanted to ask Vod something very important, but she wasn't able to at the moment since they had just met and didn't have a strong bond yet.

"Thank you for helping me, I really appreciate it. And you know I can cook, would you like some?" Vodzy offered his cooking to Pasifik.

"No, thank you. I have something I need to do so maybe next time, we can eat together, okay? JA" she said as she left soon after because she had something important to do.

" See you again soon...."

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After that, he spent hours alone reading Atlan's manga and comic books. He felt lonely, as if no one was there. He truly did not understand this feeling of loneliness. This might be due to the fact that he always spent his time with people, while now his life has changed drastically and he does not know anyone here. He wanted to go back to his own time but he didn't know how, he was really frustrated on this day, to the point that he rolled around on the floor feeling so lonely. He reluctantly tried to sleep on the floor.

It was 6 pm, and he waited for Samudra to get back home. He couldn't bear to be alone in the house anymore, truly couldn't bear it. He had tried to distract himself by doing things such as watching TV, reading manga, cleaning up the room, swimming in the pool, running around the house or the nearby garden, watching movies, and doing many other things in a short amount of time, but he still couldn't shake off the feeling of loneliness.

At the height of his despair, he saw a bottle of pills with the label "sleep aid" on it. Vodzy made the dangerous assumption that the pills were for people who wanted to sleep and the more pills he took the longer he would sleep. He then took five pills all at once, unaware of the danger.

He only smiled because he thought he could sleep and wake up when Samudra returned, but the reality was different. Within an instant, his body suddenly became weak and he was unable to move.

Vodzy couldn't move his body. He started to feel something quite strange like his body became stiff and collapsed, foam came out of his mouth, a loud buzzing sound was heard loudly in his ears and it's really hurts. his vision blurred instantly, became dark and uncapable to see. Even though his body was strong, but still if he overdosed, it was like committing suicide on himself. His heartbeat was beating really fast and he still felt incredible pain even though he collapsed. In his mind, he only wanted to be happy even if it was only for a short time. When he collapsed, he returned to his pleasant memories, he saw himself there, in a dark and cold place.

There, he just waited for his death to come to him. He could do nothing and only a miracle could help him.