chapter 10

Chapter 10

Ronin's feet stumbled as the man pulled him out of the school with force of anger he'd never shown, ronin's eyes could only watch as the mans hand guided him like no other, this was different, it was direct, not hidden meanings, complicated steps, but a anger he could relate to and yet never show.

He gestured to the car as he let of if Ronin stuffing himself inside of the long tan car that gave of a worn look. He slammed the door as he settled in his seat staring at Ronin who walked around the car opening the back door he leaned in soon met with the mans voice, "oh fuck it, you can sit in the front just get it"

A grin cracked across Ronins face as he quickly joined the him in the car, Fraser rubbed his head with a sigh, starting the car rapidly his head hit the rest behind it. "Ronin why do you just sit there, and let tell you what "you did" I know you, where did the angry shit you showed me in juvie, where'd it go Ronin"

Ronins toung circled in his mouth before it found its place to speak, "I don't know" he said hesitantly, clutching onto the bottom of the seat as if he feared his driving.

"Ronin you don't have to get rid of that, stand up for yourself" his eyes met Ronin as the words he'd said repeated in ronin's head, he tried to speak only coming out in a stutter, the Frasers eyes looked all over his figure that soon began to fall lower and lower in his little self esteem. "This is why they judge you" he said sharply gripping the striring wheele with a small grin, "I know, but it just gets too loud" Ronin managed to put a sentence together has he folder over himself staring down at his shoes.

"What gets to louder Ronin, cmon get you shit together, it's that simple" the man said with a clever look that filled him with a confidence as ronin perked up, "b-but I can't just fix it, I try and, and then It goes to far" his voice grew louder as Fraser continued to lead him on, "it's simple Ronin, just get your shit together" his voice grew with Ronins.

"No it doesn't work like that" his hands began to motion towards his head as he began to drown in a sudden weight that pulled him down. Restrained him for what wanted to escape.

"It's not that simple" he continued to speak attempting to stop him from the torment he convinced himself this was.

"Bullshit" Fraser practically sung with a clever smirk.

"Seriously you act like little girl, having a tantrum, grow up" the car soon filled with his voice.

Ronin now covered his ears as the words he'd said were defending, it was so loud.

He was sure Fraser could hear it, for it broke through his eyes, his fists that clenched and as his body began to bulge under the weight.

It escaped his mouth in a horrid growl, "it's not that fucking easy, you peice of shit you think you know anything about me" Ronins voice pasted itself over the thoughts in his head, over the distractions, over the walls he'd put up, he leaped from the seat grabbing the steering wheel the car squiled as it swerved in the road pushing over the cub he slammed the breaks in the parking lot sending Ronin forward they hit the front of the car in a slam.

He shoved Ronin head backwards, "there you go, there you fucking go!" Frasers smile grew large with his voice, "that's the shit I'm talking about"

Ronin met his confused before a smile soon hit him, it grew like it had never before, he settled himself before slamming on the sterio, with an excitement they could only share, Fraser almost stood in his face as both there voices combined in a force full of confidence he lacked for so long. "See it's that simple!" Frasers smile could only grow with his sharp eyebrows that perked with each word, he shoved Ronin back into his seat both steaming with the radio they'd created, for it broke the car he'd thought would combine him. For the weight that crushed could only watch from the gap under the door they'd now been locked in.

Hed swalled the keys with his fear, he'd taken it down with a glass of pride he had only now found, and with a slam into his seat a final sigh escaped his mouth, with what he'd only hope he could feed the rest of his past to.