Epilogue

I had never experienced love before. I was carried away by my mother. Furthermore, I suffered all my life, afraid that no one would love me in the future. There was a fear stuck in me, this strange feeling that I would always be alone again.

When I met him, everything changed.

As today, I remember the day when on the stairs he caught me in his arms and saved me from a painful fall. Even then, he charmed me.

Destiny made me see him again, and this meeting was the beginning of our acquaintance. I began to believe that romantic comedies are not over-colored.

The most important thing, however, is that Jackson finally began to live a normal life. For a start, he found a pretty nice job. Now he doesn't have to have eyes around his head. He doesn't run away from every suspicious guy, and he doesn't have to worry about not living to see another day.

Our meetings look entirely different. I don't worry about him so much anymore. I can laugh at his foolishness. Furthermore, I'm not at all surprised that my grandmother loved him so quickly, since his character is unique.

I care about him more and more with each passing day. And to be honest... I'm already sick to my stomach at the sight of gels. I hope that he will eventually understand this.

And my mother... since she cut herself off from me, I don't know what's going on with her. Maybe in the future she will grace me with her presence and a word like "sorry" will pass through her venom-filled throat?

I don't believe in miracles.

"They say that first love is the most beautiful." They do.

"That it always ends, and we have the greatest weakness for it. I will only find out in the future. For this moment, it still continues.

"And it is she who remains in our memory forever. I'm sure I'll never forget the last months from which it all began.