That desire was still important, but it wasn't everything. Eileen genuinely wanted to create medicine. She wanted to use the knowledge she had accumulated as a pharmacist to make a positive impact on the world.
I've always been on the receiving end of help.
Now, she wanted to be the one offering it. Fully understanding her own feelings, Eileen finished her sentence slowly.
"I want to keep trying without giving up."
Ornella remained silent. As the pause stretched on, Eileen hesitated and added a few tentative words of explanation.
"Of course, I'll also do my best to fulfill my duties as the Grand Duchess…"
As she continued to speak, Eileen felt herself circling back to Ornella's criticisms, unable to break free. Worse yet, her words began to sound condescending, as if she were lecturing. Unsure how to remedy the situation, she eventually fell silent, biting her lip.