HOW ,WHEN ,WHY?

Yoongi sat in his office chair, his anger simmering just below the surface. He tried to push aside the memories of Sucy, but they lingered, haunting him.

As he sat there, his mind began to wander back to the past, to a memory that he had long suppressed. It was a memory of a young girl, no more than 17 years old, with hair tied up in two ponytails and a pale face that seemed almost fragile.

She walked into a cafe, her eyes scanning the room until they landed on a young man sitting at the edge of the cafe. The man was about her age, with chiseled features and piercing eyes that seemed to bore into her soul.

As she approached him, her eyes flashed with hatred, but she quickly masked it with a polite smile. "Hello," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

The young man stared at her, his expression unreadable, and nodded curtly. Sucy, for that was the girl's name, seemed taken aback by his cold demeanor, but she tried again.

"I'm Sucy, the girl for your blind date," she said, her smile faltering for a moment.

The young man still didn't respond, and Sucy tried once more. "I think we're about the same age," she said, attempting to break the ice.

But the young man's response was far from welcoming. "Wait, did your parents allow you to do such a job just because your father hit my sister in a car?" he sneered, his eyes flashing with anger.

Sucy's face paled, and she tried to defend herself. "My father did nothing to your sister. She was drunk and fell off..."

But the young man cut her off, his voice dripping with venom. "Is that the lie your parents told you, or should I say, your murderer father told you?"

Sucy's eyes welled up with tears as the young man continued to berate her. "If your father was not guilty, he wouldn't have sent you here for a blind date."

Yoongi's eyes snapped back to the present, and he realized that the young man in the memory was him. He had been so consumed by anger and hatred back then, and he had taken it out on Sucy.

As he sat there, lost in thought, he couldn't help but wonder what had driven him to behave so cruelly towards Sucy. Had he really believed that her father was guilty, or had he just been looking for someone to blame?

His aunt's words came back to him, echoing in his mind. "You don't think she's guilty, do you? You felt pity for her. Why did you shove her away?"

Yoongi's eyes dropped, and he knew that his aunt was right. He had felt pity for Sucy, and he had pushed her away because of his own guilt and anger.

But it was too late now. The damage had been done, and Sucy had been left scarred by his cruel words. Yoongi's heart heavy with regret, he wondered if he would ever be able to make things right between them.

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Sucy burst into Mimi's room, her face a picture of distress. She looked like she had been running, her breathing rapid and her eyes wide with worry.

Mimi's expression changed from calm to concerned as she took in Sucy's frantic state. "Hey, calm down. Anything you want to tell me can wait, except if you want to tell me you're pregnant," she teased, trying to lighten the mood.

But Sucy's face fell, and she looked like she had been punched in the gut. "What's wrong with you?" Mimi asked, her voice laced with concern.

Sucy took a deep breath before speaking, her words barely above a whisper. "Was it obvious?"

Mimi's eyes widened as she realized what Sucy was implying. "Wait, I only said that as a joke. Don't tell me you're actually pregnant?"

Sucy's response was hesitant, but Mimi's eyes went wide with surprise. "What if I tell you I am?" Sucy asked, her voice trembling.

Mimi's face was a picture of shock, her eyes darting back and forth as she tried to process the news. "You're pregnant? Wait, how, when, why?" she asked, her questions tumbling out in rapid succession.

Sucy shrugged, looking defeated. "I don't know. I think we did it a lot, and it led to this."

Mimi's expression softened, and she reached out to hug Sucy. "Hahahaha, did he know you're pregnant?" she asked, trying to lighten the mood.

But Sucy's face fell again, and she looked like she was about to cry. "Wait, you haven't told him?" Mimi asked, her voice incredulous.

Sucy shook her head, her eyes welling up with tears. "Or did he reject the baby and you? If so, I'm going to kill him right now."

Sucy managed to speak, her voice barely above a whisper. "It would be better if he had denied the baby."

Mimi's expression turned confused. "You want him to deny the baby? Why? He's rich, handsome, good... so tell me why you would want that."

Sucy twisted her fingers against her shirt, looking anxious. "My mother will kill me."

Mimi's eyes widened in surprise. "Why would she? She was the one who said you should get married...."

Sucy interrupted her, her voice rising. "Yes, she said that, but she didn't tell me to sleep with my boss and get pregnant for him."

sucy expression turned sad. "He said i should keep the baby and bear it for him, and then i should die? He said if any harm happens to the child, he would kill me ?"

Sucy nodded, her eyes welling up with tears. "Mimi, what would you do if Namjoon got you pregnant?"

Mimi' expression turned thoughtful. "If he did, I would want our child. I think you make him sick, Sucy. So, are you going to kill the baby?"

Sucy sighed, looking defeated. "I don't know. I would bear the child and give it to him."

Mimi's expression turned angry. "Why? Why would you do that?"

Sucy's voice was barely above a whisper. "Or maybe I would kill it."