Chapter 58

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As soon as I got home and entered my room, I ran into Kyungsoo playing a game in his room.

"Huh…? Kyungsoo, where's the academy?"

"Oh, I was waiting because Father asked me to tell you something."

… Oh, so. You were playing games at home for over two hours, when you were supposed to go to the academy, waiting for me not to know when I would return?

Is this why the old man paid 300,000 won for me to stay because he was worried about the child? So that he could watch over me while I went to school.

… or maybe he was just dodge-ing the excuse that he had to tell me something.

Kyungsoo was really determined to rest, but he wasn't even dressed to go out. He was wearing thin clothes and elastic shorts. They were comfortable clothes that he could take off right away.

"I understand that you sleep outside, but please contact me and tell me to go to sleep. I also told you that it's not right for a young lady who doesn't know the area to wander around like that."

"Uh, yeah… sorry."

Are you worried about something? The landlord certainly seems like a nice person.

I didn't have any good experiences, and I didn't sleep because I wanted to… As I was thinking that, Kyungsoo turned off his computer game and asked me in passing.

"…But why did you sleep over?"

"huh?"

Something, all of a sudden, I feel something strange around Kyungsoo. What should I say? It's his gaze. It feels natural. It's the gaze that David or Sunghyun or sometimes other men on the street give me when they see me, full of lust and dirty thoughts.

… As soon as I felt it, I understood what it was. It must be some kind of delusion typical of high school students that they thought I had done something lewd.

If you want me to keep quiet about this like it's in a novel or a manga, then have sex with me! I hope you don't say things like that.

More than that, I couldn't figure out how to answer the question. I was a bit busy, so I couldn't say I slept over, or I could say I slept over at a sauna. What should I say?

"Hmm… ah, ahaha. So that's what happened…."

"What have you been doing?"

Persistent! Seriously, I have a feeling that there's something there, so I'm asking this perverted question as if I want to see some dirty words come out of the woman's mouth.

While saying that, he was packing his bag as if he really didn't care. Really slowly, and then when the computer was all turned off, he picked out some clothes from the hangers on one side of the room as if he was going to change clothes. Then he glanced at me in front of the room door, and without saying anything, he suddenly grabbed both my arms and pushed me out of the room.

Something was very fast and awkward, and when she grabbed both arms, her chest was large, so Kyungsoo's hand slightly touched the tip of her chest.

"Oh, I'll change my clothes."

"…huh."

What should I say?

You're really a high school student. Hahaha.

You probably don't think I'll notice, how naive you are~.

It should be unpleasant, but it's actually funny because he's so clumsy. This must be what it's like to see the awkward appearance of a middle school boy from a woman's perspective.

Do you want to touch it that much? Suddenly, I remembered what the landlord said to lock the door when you sleep. He said that the child might attack you.

Now that I think about it, I just slept while playing a game before.

… It seemed like nothing happened, but did something happen?

As Kyungsoo, who was coming out after changing his clothes, persistently asked me the same question, I asked back out of curiosity.

"But really, what were you doing that made you not come home yesterday? I was just curious."

"Um… I have something to do, but Kyungsoo."

"yes?"

"When I was playing a game next to you and you fell asleep because you were sleepy… what did you do?"

Did I ask too blatantly? But I don't know what to ask. The way women ask questions in a subtle way is too difficult for me to use.

As I was looking at Kyungsoo to see at least his reaction and figure it out, his slow movements suddenly became faster and he was opening the front door.

"Oh, no. What am I doing? I was playing a game and then I went to sleep."

He was talking as if nothing happened, but just a moment ago, his gaze, which had seemed to be looking at my chest, stomach, and occasionally downwards, was suddenly looking in a completely different direction, and his face was a little red.

…what on earth did you do?

"I'll go."

"Uh, yeah…."

As soon as the front door closed with a squeak, I felt something was fishy, but since I couldn't figure out what it was, I went into my room.

But as soon as I entered the room, I saw Kyungsoo's cell phone next to the computer keyboard. He must have left this behind…

I thought it wasn't too far away so I should bring it to her, so I opened the front door with my cell phone in my hand and was about to go out, when suddenly I heard a running sound from outside the door.

The door opened suddenly and Kyungsoo came in, panting for breath.

"Gasp! Gasp, gasp…."

"Huh? This is a cell phone."

"Hey, forget it and go."

Kyungsoo, who had snatched the phone from my hand, let out a heavy breath right there, opened the front door and was about to go out again, but stopped and looked at me before opening the front door again and going out.

There's something in his eyes that he wants to ask but can't say. What is it?

"I'll be back."

"Huh? Uh, yeah."

After Kyungsoo left the house for real this time, I entered the room and again had the feeling that something was strange.

The behavior itself is strange. What is it? Is there something on the phone?

Did you take a picture of me sleeping?

Well… but if it's to that extent, I can just let it be. I, as a woman, take pictures of myself masturbating and other things, and I have a folder in my phone just for women like a total narcissist. They're really so pretty that taking pictures is fun.

They probably just took a picture of your face because you looked pretty and then felt embarrassed.

… I wonder if maybe I really did take some kind of lewd picture, but if I think about it carefully, it's not possible. It's not like I sleep with all my clothes off. And I'm not that stupid to not wake up if someone secretly takes my clothes off while I'm sleeping.

Even if you say it's a dirty picture, it's probably just a picture taken near the chest, or a picture of the legs, or something like that.

I can understand. If I were a high school student and suddenly a pretty, sexy older sister with huge breasts started living in my room with me! Honestly, I would have thought about taking hidden cameras once or twice.

Hmm, I can fully understand that he is a healthy high school student… .

It's not like they can just take lewd pictures like that. Maybe they just took pictures of their sleeping faces and were embarrassed that they'd get caught, so they did that.

When I think about it that way, it seems a little cute.

First of all, since I've been wearing the same clothes since yesterday, I went to find some underwear in my bag and tried to change them. I could borrow Kyungsoo's clothes when I was at home, but I had to change my underwear.

"huh…??"

But, as I was searching through my bag for my underwear, I had another strange feeling.

Obviously I haven't worn any black underwear yet.

Did you lose it? It's expensive.

It's a little racy, but it's sexy underwear that I bought on impulse when I was a woman because it gave me a strong feeling. It's not overly racy, but it's underwear that has a strangely racy feel to it. I don't wear it often, but since women's underwear itself is precious to me, I always kept it with me.

What the heck, I went to the laundry line to see if it had been washed, and it really had been washed and dried with other underwear.

… I don't think I washed that one last time

Am I mistaken?

I thought it might be too sensitive, so I decided to just think that I forgot to wash it, and after changing my underwear, I borrowed Kyungsoo's clothes to wear. I put the clothes I was wearing in the washing machine, and since my jeans were clean and didn't seem to need washing yet, I hung them up in the room for now.

I heard somewhere that it's better to not wash jeans often because the color doesn't fade, so I sometimes do this. I wash them after wearing them two or three times.

After cleaning up the house to some extent, washing my underwear and the clothes I had worn on top, and boiling some ramen because I was hungry, I felt like I had nothing left to do, so I turned on Kyungsoo's computer again.

It's a chat room I've been to often in the past, but since I decided to continue as a woman, I think I've been going there a lot more often.

[Oh, you're here?]

[Hiing]

[Lunch was not tasty. It was a waste of money.]

[But why are you all chatting in a place like this at lunchtime? Are you unemployed?]

Today, in the chat room where everyone was chattering away, I started a conversation.

It's also half stress-relieving.

[I'm in a bad mood because something bad happened yesterday…]

[What, what, what.]

[What do you mean, something bad?]

[Tell me. Tell me. Tell me.]

[romantic relationship?]

I just thought of it as something that had already happened, without any heavy meaning, and I couldn't say that I was hit on by a guy and got eaten up like a fool, so I just said that, but then I was suddenly invited to a 1:1 chat.

He was a married man who was quite friendly and the oldest user in this chat room.

[Money problem?]

[Yes? No no no.]

It seems like you've been paying attention to me ever since we talked about money a while ago.

Even though he said the money problem was solved, did he still think there might be a problem?

Maybe it's because I've had two bad experiences lately, but I feel healed by your concern.

[If it's really urgent, just contact me. Even if we're just chatting, I think we're close enough to do that.]

[Wow, I'm touched. But seriously, if you do that, you'll get scolded by your wife.]

[It's an emergency fund, how could it get caught?]

I felt good for some reason. I guess this person was treating me well because he knew I was a man, so it felt different from when he treated me well as a woman.

… What should I say, I can't help but compare myself to that Taemin guy from yesterday. If I think about it, he was nice to me because I'm a woman and pretty, but I was fooled by that and got hit with a home run by him.

Strangely enough, I didn't remember anything this time because I had been raped while trying to sell my body before, so it wasn't that shocking, but I still felt bad.

I feel like I'm starting to distrust people. I guess that's something that pretty women worry about.

But this person is a chat person, and I don't even know his face, and he even knows that I'm a man, so I was a little touched to see him treat me so well.

People are all different after all.

[Did you have a nice time at the park yesterday? You looked bored.]

[Ah… That's because that's what caused the bad things to happen.]

[Huh? What happened at the park?]

[Um… I honestly don't remember.]

[Huh…?]

It was a bit of a confusing statement, but I really had no choice but to say it.

Since I don't remember and only the evidence remains, I have nothing to say.

I'm just not feeling well. Something bad happened.

If I were a normal woman, would I cry all day, or be so shocked that I don't know what to do? I don't know.

I guess it's because I'm so used to sex, and honestly, somewhere in my heart, I feel like Taemin wants to have sex with me, so I can understand it to some extent as a man.

Hmm... Maybe I'm a bit weird.

[I'm sorry, something bad happened because of me.]

[No, that's not it. It was just a coincidence.]

[Next time we meet, I'll buy you a drink.]

… Now that I think about it, this person has been talking about getting together for a drink ever since I was overseas. I don't know if it was just a greeting.

Alcohol… I suddenly remember what happened the day before, but that guy and this person are different.

But why on earth did he suddenly lose consciousness while drinking? Did he take some kind of drug?

I only saw it on the news… It's kind of scary. Does being pretty mean being dangerous?

From now on, I'll have to be a bit more cautious when it comes to people I don't trust. I'm not sure if this is true, but it's a bit shocking that something like this can happen in Korea.

[Hahaha, next time. If we can meet.]

[Hmm? Now that I think about it, where do you live in Korea? I only know that you live overseas, so I never asked.]

[Me? Um… Right now… .]

I thought it was just a formality, so I gave her the general location of the boarding house where I was currently living. To be honest, it wasn't a busy area, so I didn't think it was likely that she would live there even by chance, and even if she knew, she probably wouldn't come looking for me since it was just a formality.

[Huh?? Isn't there a Hanaro Mart nearby and a Baskin Robbins next to it? If you go a little further, there's a Nonghyup.]

…Huh? I think I saw you coming from the station.

Huh?

[…uh??]

[Is it close to the train station?]

Huh??

Do you really live near here by pure coincidence?

Huh?!

What should I do? Did I speak too thoughtlessly? Do you really live around here?

Suddenly, my mind is in disarray. Huh?! What the heck, this is. It's become incredibly difficult to refuse! Even the person who just asked me to have a drink with words is now in a situation where I can think lightly, "Hey, our noses are almost touching, let's just meet up and have a drink~"!

But when we meet, I'm a woman now. Up until now, I've acted like a man in the chat room.

Oh my god?! How can such a coincidence happen?!

[This is good. Since it's come to this, did you have lunch by any chance?]

I boiled some ramen and ate it, but I'm still hungry. Maybe it's because I didn't eat breakfast.

Besides, I also get bored staying at home all the time.

Free meal!

[I'm thinking about eating now, but if you haven't eaten yet, let's meet at the train station. After eating, let's have dessert.]

Dessert? You mean dessert? Sugar?

For me, who has no money, it is a temptation that I cannot resist. I am a sugar lover who cannot stand sweets, and I am crazy about cakes. Among them, I like cakes filled with chocolate. Chocolate is always right!

I feel like I want to meet someone, but I don't know what to do. Should I turn back into a man with the TS Stone and meet him...? No, then there's no point in continuing to be a woman until now. I'm deliberately continuing to live as a woman.

Since we only met through chat, I don't think it would matter if we were different genders when we met in person…

[I feel sorry, so I'll buy you whatever you want to eat. The company will pay for the meals.]

Alright! Let's go! Let's get some expensive food!

No, wait, um… oh.

It's so urgent, what is it? It's so sudden that I'm a little flustered, but I feel like I'm going to go out because I'm in the mood.

But since I don't have money, I want to get what I want. The problem is that I'm a woman.

What should I do?

Ugh… .

[Oh, since it's come to this, how about we eat together whenever we have time? I won't be in Korea for long, so at least buy me a meal while I'm here.]

A solution to the problem of food expenses, which had been the most worrisome issue, came to me on its own.

There's no need to worry any longer. Worrying is over.

I immediately took off the clothes I was wearing, looked for clothes in my bag, put them on, and started chatting.

[How long does it take?]

[Um… about 20 minutes?]

For me, a woman of a mysterious level of fantasy who doesn't even need makeup, this is enough time to prepare.

I wore a dark-toned sky blue dress shirt and jeans that seemed to be a mixture of the two. I thought about the color of the shirt and took out a pair of dark-colored jeans that were different from the ones I had on earlier. After thinking about it for a moment, I decided that I needed to say something, so I typed something into the chat window.

[Uh… but, there's something I need to tell you.]

[Huh? What is it?]

[that is….]

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