The Edward Effect

Connor

I woke up feeling like a train had collided with my body then a truck had run over me. My entire being felt so out of sync that I laid down on my bed for a long thirty minutes before I could fully get up.

The one thing I had noticed was I was in my bed and dressed in silk boxers. It took me a second to realize why and when the memories came flooding back I felt like dying. I covered my face with my hands as I let out a loud groan.

I had reached all types of lows in my life but the way I reacted yesterday was the lowest yet. I had never acted like that before. I had never been that needy or desperate. I begged. I had fucking begged as if I was desperate for him which I was. 

Fuck I knew I was.