Chapter 158: Ill

　　The last time there was a Triple S-level warning, it was when No. 6 Su Jianing was about to stab Lu Xiangqian, and she saved Lu Xiangqian's life from the edge of the knife. This time, Jiang Youtao really didn't know what was going on.

　　She got off the kang, put on her shoes, went out of the yard, took a running start, and jumped down from the gap between the east wing and the back house.

　　The yard next door is larger than Jiang Youtao's yard, and the layout is similar. There is a well in the northwest corner of the yard. At this moment, a dark shadow is standing by the well, holding a paper bag in his hand, and is about to pour water into it.

　　Jiang Youtao was very familiar with this figure; it was Yang Yuexia's. Jiang Youtao hurried over and snatched the paper bag from her hand.

　　"Come with me."

　　Yang Yuexia looked at Jiang Youtao and did not resist, allowing her to pull her out.

　　Gu Nianwei was sleeping in the east room, and Jiang Youtao pulled her to the west room.

　　She was busy pouring her a glass of water.

　　Yang Yuexia had been sitting in the room, her eyes dull and unfocused. She seemed to have no idea about Jiang Youtao's sudden appearance.

　　The water Jiang Youtao gave her was warm, just right for drinking. She held the glass of water tightly. After a while, her fingers began to turn white, and ripples appeared on the water surface.

　　Jiang Youtao sat down to the side and didn't say anything.

　　After a long time, Yang Yuexia spoke: "You shouldn't have saved them. They all deserved to die."

　　Jiang Youtao looked at her tenderly. Yang Yuexia looked at this variable that appeared in her life for the first time, and suddenly she had the urge to tell everything.

　　She thought, it didn't matter anyway, she didn't want to live anymore, but before she died, she had to say some things, some of which she had actually been holding back for a long time.

　　She knew how shocking it was to travel through time and be reborn, but she still wanted to say it.

　　"I am the Xiao family's nanny and Xiao Chengping's girlfriend. You know this, right? Everyone says that I came to the Xiao family to be a nanny with bad intentions and that I came here to marry Xiao Chengping."

　　"Actually, that's not wrong. I remember a long time ago, when I was young and not the Xiao family's nanny, I had a very bad life. Later, I came to the Xiao family and became their nanny. Xiao Chengping was very good to me. No one has ever been so good to me, and I like him very much. Even if he never gets married to me, I don't care. As long as I can be with him, I'll be satisfied."

　　"Do you know about rebirth? After I died, I was reborn. After I was reborn this time, I first went to the Xiao family and became their nanny. Later, Xiao Chengping and I started dating. But Xiao Chengping is really a bad person. He made our relationship known to everyone, and his family insulted and scolded me. But because of his kindness and tenderness to me in my first life, I didn't care."

　　"He decided to marry his ex-wife, so I left. But during those years, none of my blind dates worked out. Because he gave my parents money every year, my parents kept a close eye on me. My mom would follow me even when I went out. He was married for three years, and I was back home for three years. He had a beautiful wife and a young child, but I couldn't even get married. Finally, someone tried desperately to marry me, but it didn't work out."

　　"Because he had gotten everything he wanted, he had divorced his wife. He came to me."

　　"I resisted, but it was no use. He beat the man who wanted to marry me in front of me, and if I didn't leave, he would break the man's legs. He tied me up and took me back."

　　"This time, after working as a nanny for three years, I finally married him. But I wasn't having a good time at all."

　　"After he died, I realized that he had never loved me. He married me only because I was easy to control and because I knew how to serve others. By marrying me, he could work hard outside without any worries. He was not afraid at all that I would treat his mother and his son badly, because he knew I wouldn't dare to do that."

　　"He didn't even let me have a child. I was too weak. He was too strong, so I gave in step by step and finally became his vassal."

　　"Later, I was reborn again. This time, I decided to be with the man who was desperate to marry me."

　　"You must think I'm stupid, right? How come after so many reincarnations, I'm still thinking about getting married? But I don't want to think about anything else anymore. There's no need. I don't want to use my brain. I just want to stay here and do nothing. I even think it would be fine if I just starved to death."

　　"The only person I feel sorry for is the man from my previous life. So when I saw him, I asked him directly if he was willing to marry me. He said yes, so I married him."

　　"As for whether life will be good after marriage or whether he will beat me, I don't care."

　　Hearing this, Jiang Youtao looked at Yang Yuexia several more times. In fact, her psychology had already started to have problems at this time.

　　"I didn't even want to eat or drink water. I felt that life was meaningless. The man who was desperate to marry me actually came from a poor family, much worse than the Xiao family. It can be said that he was very poor. He used all his savings to marry me. Marrying him was the most comfortable time of my life."

　　"I only need to take care of the household, and I don't have to worry about anything else. I can do whatever I want to do and not do whatever I don't want to do. I am just incredibly lazy, but he won't scold me." Speaking of her husband, Yang Yuexia's eyes were shining.

　　From her description, Jiang Youtao could vaguely feel her happiness.

　　"This time, without my intervention, my cousin still became the Xiao family's nanny. The funny thing is that Xiao Chengping is still together with my cousin. He still became my cousin's husband. Can you believe it? In this world, some men marry wives just because they want them to serve them."

　　"Because the woman he married would not be able to take care of his paralyzed mother and his naughty twin sons, so he married the nanny. In his heart, love or not is not important at all. Even if the nanny is not my cousin, it would be enough if she is replaced by another woman who is young and unmarried."

　　"I thought he loved me in the first life, but that was all my imagination. He was just about to retire, and there was a new person in the bureau who was more capable and had a better background than him. He was not doing well in the officialdom , so he just found me for fun."

　　"No responsibility, no money spent, and unwavering loyalty."

　　Jiang Youtao had already begun to feel sorry for Yang Yuexia.

　　"I figured it out and felt relieved. But fate really didn't let me off at all. My husband went out to earn money to support the family, but something happened at the construction site and he was injured. I went to the hospital to take care of him, and Xiao Chengping went too. He was reborn, did you know?"

　　Yang Yuexia covered her face with her hands, tears falling from her fingers one by one: "I have already forgotten him. I have tried very hard to live a good life. I have tried my best to live my life."

　　Yang Yuexia's speech was incoherent and jumpy.

　　"He said that my cousin was not as good as me, that she was not serious about her work, that she was not sincere, that she was not good enough to her mother and her son. He wanted me to divorce my husband and live with him. I refused, so he attacked my husband and my children. My husband became disabled, and my son died. I went to sue him, but no matter where I sued, they told me that the death of my husband and my son was an accident."

　　"How funny! In a country with such sound laws, there are still people who can do whatever they want. Ordinary people without money and power have nowhere to turn to for redress."

　　"My son is very good, obedient, and sensible. He is also a college student. He has a promising future and is very good to me as a mother. After he went to college, he worked part-time on weekends and bought me a set of vanishing cream with the first money he earned."

　　"The green bottle looks really high-end, it's called Pechoin. I can't bear to use it."

　　Including the first and second lives, Yang Yuexia raised five children in total, but this one was the only one who respected and loved her. His death caused Yang Yuexia to completely collapse.

　　"I left my man and said I would go to the city to work and treat his leg. I ended up working as a nanny in the Xiao family. After my cousin had me, she became as keen on traveling as she was in her first life. It was also at this time that I found out that my cousin had a secret lover outside. She died in an accident in her first life, and it was Xiao Chengping's doing."

　　"Look at him, how powerful he is. He doesn't even treat people as human beings."

　　"When my cousin went traveling again, I took advantage of the Mid-Autumn Festival when the Xiao family came back for dinner and put five packets of rat poison in the well water for cooking. Except for my cousin, none of the Xiao family members escaped."

　　"I knew I would die if they died. I went home overnight, looked at my man, and talked to him a lot. Then, before the police arrived, I swallowed rat poison. My man swallowed it too."

　　"I've lived three lives in total, and only the third one did I live like a human being. I'm not such a failure, right?"

　　Jiang Youtao nodded: "You are already very good."

　　Yang Yuexia smiled: "After I died, I returned to my second life. It was dark, and I went out to buy rat poison. If you hadn't come out, I would have taken down the Xiao family again tomorrow. It makes me feel relieved just thinking about it."

　　But besides feeling relieved, Yang Yuexia still felt a little scared.

　　"It's a relief, but you will be found out by the police. Don't you want your husband and son anymore?" Jiang Youtao asked her softly.

　　Yang Yuexia's tears fell even more violently.

　　"Of course I want it, of course I want it, but I can't get rid of him. I can't get rid of him." Yang Yuexia already had a crazy look on her face.

　　Jiang Youtao took a step forward and hugged her gently.

　　Yang Yuexia didn't know why, but she trusted and relied on Jiang Youtao so much. She cried in Jiang Youtao's arms until she hiccuped.

　　Her crying woke up Gu Nianwei. Gu Nianwei walked over and was stunned when she saw Yang Yuexia. Jiang Youtao shook her head at her, and Gu Nianwei went back.

　　When Yang Yuexia was tired of crying and had vented her anger, Jiang Youtao said to her, "Go back and find your man. I will help you deal with Xiao Chengping's matter."

　　Yang Yuexia was stunned. She looked at her. After a while, she shook her head and said, "Forget it. I can't drag you into this. This is between him and me. It has nothing to do with you. Thank you. I'm going back."

　　She stood up and walked out. Jiang Youtao held her hand and said, "Stay at my house tonight and don't go back."