Chapter 3: The Most Painful Thing in the World

Li Dafa's second brother-in-law came to see him and also had a meeting with his second brother.

My second brother-in-law worked hard at a young age to study and achieve good results, and obtained the highest education degree in their village - junior high school graduation. He often appears at wedding and funeral ceremonies, and half of the couplets in the New Year village are made by him. Therefore, he is known as a scholar.

This junior high school student's face turned peach blossoms after drinking three cups of wine. After drinking the fourth cup of wine, my face turned red. The red color blurred his eyelids and made his glasses smoke. He took off his glasses, touched his eyes, and there was water. He said to Li Dafa, who was lying in bed watching them eat, "It's so uncomfortable to think that I won't see my younger brother again in the future

As he spoke, the scholar's tears fell on the dining table, and the second brother quickly took the bowl of vegetables aside, afraid that the dishes would become salty again.

Li Dafa was originally feeling warm watching his brothers eat, but when he heard the scholar's tears streaming down his face, he was so angry that he wanted to say, "I'm not dead yet, why are you crying? Isn't this cursing me

Li Dafa felt that this scholar was a coal ball soaked in ink, and he didn't understand the reason. When he spoke, he choked on a big stone in his esophagus. He turned his head away and didn't look at the scholar's tearful face.

After finishing dinner, the second sister came over and said, "I took away the corn in the west wing. There are more and more mice, and if I don't take them away, they will all be eaten up

Those corn haven't been sold yet because they haven't been shelled. Second Sister has already called Xiaojiu. This scholar is here, killing two birds with one stone. He is not only visiting relatives and friends, but also helping to pull corn.

Li Dafa listened to the sound of them moving corn in and out, feeling angry again. He spat out a mouthful of green water and knocked on the bedside with a wooden stick, but no one paid attention to him. His second brother helped move the corn, but his older sister is not here.

The sunlight moved up from the window, and suddenly shadows came in. He was chattering and cursing alone in the room, "You're heartless. You took money and didn't give me medical treatment. Oh my, what's the point of my life

At this moment, the people carrying corn had already walked outside the gate, and no one heard his strange and unusual curses.

Second Sister called Big Sister and said, "Big Sister, I've taken away the corn. If I don't take away the mice, we'll rebel. Look what else is valuable in the yard, come and take it another day

Big sister originally wanted to say: There is still a small iron cart in the courtyard, keep it for me. But she swallowed up the matter of the small iron carriage and casually said, "Let's take it away, to save trouble in the future

Before leaving, the scholar suddenly remembered something and jumped out of the driver's seat of the electric tricycle, turning back into the yard.

Under the wutong tree with the big stupid dog tied, there was a small iron car that was leaning over. The handlebars were rusty. The scholar's face was stained with red cloth, and he walked in three steps and two steps. Because he was in a hurry, his glasses slid to the tip of his nose. He helped up his glasses, but before he reached the small iron carriage, the big clumsy dog suddenly jumped up, jumping high and barking twice in protest.

The small wine of revolution made the red faced scholar say a vulgar sentence to the protesting old dog: "Animal, I don't even know my own relatives anymore. Call again, call again, see if I don't peel off your dog skin and cook it

Big Stupid Dog has lived for thirteen years and is no longer stupid. It recognizes various facial expressions and is well versed in human language. Now without the support of its owner, and fearing that it would be treated as a drunken meat after its owner's death, it lowered its flag and stopped moving, wagging its tail and lying under the tree.

The small iron car got on the electric tricycle of my second sister's house again.

Later, when the elder sister came and saw that the small iron cars had all been taken away by her younger sister, she felt unhappy and several clouds floated over her face. Second Sister quickly blew the wind and said, "Look at what else is valuable in the yard, take them all home

The elder sister scanned the four large brick houses, and the red bricks were already mottled. She had helped build them back then. She can't move the house, can she?

Second Sister said, "Why don't you take Big Stupid Dog away? It's just covered in dog skin and worth a few dollars

Big sister said, "I only have three dogs at home, and I can't afford to feed them anymore. Why do we need so many animals? We don't have any corn to feed them, so let's keep them here for now

The family property is almost divided, and the aftermath has been explained. Everyone is waiting for him to die, but he hasn't died yet. He is already anxious for himself.

He remembered that he had once hidden a bottle of pesticide at the bedside. In spring, he mixed pesticides into peanuts, and those peanuts that had been mixed with pesticides were dyed red. They were planted one by one in the ground, and the red coat was a powerful weapon to defend against pests, preventing the seeds from dying in the dark and complex mother's womb of the earth. Those city dwellers who are afraid of death always think that peanuts are green products, but in fact, there is no green except for the green paint of cucumbers. Every kind of food that comes into their stomachs comes with fetal toxicity.

What did he eat before he was poisoned and developed lymphoma at the age of 56? He really can't come up with an answer. But now life is not as good as death, he wants to die.

There is also an unused blanket neatly stacked next to his pillow, and the pesticide is hidden in a concealed corner under the blanket. He reached out his hand like a withered tree branch and groped for half a day, finally reaching for the green bottle. He used all his nursing strength to make himself half lying and half leaning, then he used his nursing strength to unscrew the bottle cap and poured the green pesticide into it. It took him a lot of effort to fill the cap and even spilled some on his clothes.

Pesticides are his last symbol of dignity in this world. With just a bottle cap, he returns safely to the earth like wrapped peanuts.

When he poured the pesticide in one gulp, it was like taking a sip of Lao Bai Gan from Wang Da Fat Man's convenience store. Lao Baigan drank it and found it refreshing. He sadly discovered that his throat had been choked by a sarcoma and he couldn't swallow it at all.

He swallowed repeatedly, his throat biting like gears, without a single gap leaking out. In a different way, the sea and sky are vast. He lay down, his tongue like a blender. The pesticide was stirred into an egg in his mouth and tangled around his tongue, making it difficult for him to breathe. He felt half of his body burning with fire. He knew that the pesticide bottle had already been poured out and the liquid had eroded his skin. He couldn't succeed as easily as peanuts. He touched the wooden stick and seemed to have no strength to knock on the bed.

However, his elder sister still heard it. Big sister's thoughts are finer than needles.

She ran over and saw her younger brother submerged in the green ocean. She shouted loudly, 'Second sister, go get the pot lid!'

Before the pot lid arrived, Big Sister and Second Brother had already pried open Li Dafa's mouth and removed the red bump from it. The green pesticide in his mouth, like mixed peanuts, turns red for some reason. The red egg is too much for Li Dafa to swallow.

Guo Gai Lang lifted Li Dafa's eyelids and pried open his mouth to take a look. He said, "His internal organs are already rotten, more poisonous than pesticides. Using poison to fight poison, even if you swallow it, it won't have any effect. It's okay now

The most painful thing in the world is when you are hopeless, you have no ability to turn yourself into ashes, and can only let the sun and night slowly erode your body and soul.

Guo Gai Langzhong is right, using poison to fight poison, Li Dafa is like a dead dog and has regained a trace of breath. He even felt a hint of strength. Since he ate that dumpling, he can't swallow a single bite anymore. Now, after a life and death battle, there seems to be something summoning in his body. In the afternoon, the sun jumped from the old glass window and shone brightly on the Fried Dough Twists on the 18th Street brought by his second brother. He watched helplessly the Fried Dough Twists twirling her waist and legs, like the little daughter-in-law twirling the Yangko, with the fragrance of powder and cream, approaching his death.

He wants to survive. He knocked on the headboard with a wooden stick, and his elder sister came over. He saw her deep walnuts and chattered loudly. Big sister understood, he wants the doctor to give him an injection.

Isn't it impossible to get nutrition injections in? Since Li Dafa insists on it, of course, Big Sister should follow his wishes.

In the end, Guo Gai, who had been wandering in the rivers and lakes for decades, found a small and delicate earthworm's blood vessel. With the nourishment of the nutrient needle, through the winding labor of this earthworm, it also transported the living juice to the branches of Li Dafa's body.

My second brother has been here for seven days. Before he came, he was preparing to finish the funeral and leave his homeland in one go.

However, Li Dafa received another nutritional injection, which seems to give him some hope again.

Big sister said, "You can wait a few more days. It's not easy for you to come here. If you go home and don't continue, you must feel uncomfortable

The second brother remembered when his mother fell ill that year, and he also came back with the heart of seeing her for the last time. However, seeing his sick mother lying down, his eyes lit up as soon as she ate, and he poured a bowl of noodles and two eggs into his stomach, not as if the deadline was approaching. So he went back home. As soon as the front foot entered the house, the phone came from the back foot. My mother was afraid that she couldn't bear to see the noodles and eggs with no light in her eyes this time. Even if he took the rocket, he wouldn't be able to catch up with seeing her for the last time.

He didn't want to have regrets like last time, so he put his heart back into his body.

Li Dafa's body woke up again, accompanied by his pain. He often whimpered at night, like an old dog that had gone crazy and had no strength to die. The pain kept him twisting and turning, and his shoulder blades were worn red. Because he doesn't eat, he hasn't defecated for a long time, and when urinating, he no longer uses a urinal. His second brother spread his old clothes under him, and when he peed, he would take them out to dry without even washing them. When his two sisters took turns taking care of him, the old clothes that had been wet would still be taken out to wash.

My second brother said, "Anyway, I'm almost exhausted. I'm really naughty. Just save up and throw it away when the time comes

Li Dafa's room was filled with the smell of urine. His second sister worried about the Fried Dough Twists Chuanwei on the 18th Street, and wanted to take it away for the scholar to eat. But she pretended to feed the dog under the guise of being a stupid dog. Li Dafa, who watched Fried Dough Twists every day to relieve his boredom, protested in his throat. Fried Dough Twists poured from her right hand to her left hand, and then her left hand back to her right hand. Then she put it back on the table. The second sister mocked: "When you swallow this Fried Dough Twists, I will buy you a room of Fried Dough Twists."

A steel wire bed was set up in the room, which was the nest where my second brother slept at night. It's said that people feel less when they get old, but Second Brother doesn't feel any less. It is said that those who can sleep have a broad heart and a fat body, while those who can sleep have a plump and strong body. This is not a bad thing at all. In his 56 years of life experience, Li Dafa also had the edge of being overweight. Because he loved to eat meat, he used to snore whenever his head touched the pillow. My second brother is almost the same as before, he falls asleep as soon as he touches the pillow.

At night, his internal organs were burning, and the pain was like a lit firecracker, exploding one by one along his body. He wanted to drink water, but his second brother's snoring still didn't stop. When Second Brother first arrived, he was quite alert when sleeping at night, and Li Dafa could basically satisfy any needs he had. After a few days, the person's numbness and carelessness were revealed.

Li Dafa groped for his wooden stick and knocked hard on the bed. The so-called hard, the wooden stick was just like a broken horsehead fiddle, making a hoarse sound. The second brother's snoring was like two kicks rising from the ground, whistling and turning.

Li Dafa used a wooden stick to knock on his sleeping second brother, hitting his nose and pressing the pause button on his snoring. He sat up dazed and said, "Who hit me? Who hit me? Is there a thief

Second Brother turned on the light and realized that it was Li Dafa who had hit him. The dying person actually had the strength to hit him. He immediately felt sad and said, "If you have something to do, you won't call me. Why do you always hit someone

Second brother thought to himself, "I'm already at my age. When I come from afar, not only do I make you curse, but I also make you beat me. This is getting worse and worse as I live.

The more he thought about it, the angrier he got. He had nowhere to go at night, and he couldn't just leave to talk to his sister like last time. Understood that Li Dafa wanted to drink water, deliberately ignored him, held his breath, and lay down again. After lying down for a while, I heard that there was no movement over there. I was afraid that Li Dafa might have reported to Yan Wangye, so I quickly stood up and went to see the patient in bed.

Li Dafa lay motionless, his eyes wide open without blinking. His eyes were already big and thin, leaving only big eyes on his face.

Second Brother cried and said, "Lao Wu, why did you just leave? It was me who caused you trouble. You didn't even drink a sip of water when you died, wuwuwu

The forty watt light bulb emitted dim light, and the second brother wiped away his tears. Seeing clear tears in Li Dafa's eyes, he sniffed and shook his head. He's not dead, he's still alive, his entire life desire is to drink water.

The next day, the second brother said to the elder sister who came to take over, "I'm going back to Tianjin. I can't wait for him to die