Girl in love (1)

As Jiang Chen fell into sleep.....

Zi xia kept watching his face....

Watching him slowly breathing....

Watching him showing a peacefull smile....

Watching him finally relaxing from the moment first time she saw him...

She smiled slightly.....

It was a beautiful smile,smile of appreciation,like she was appreciating his peacefull look or his smile maybe?....

She softly touched his cheek with her soft and cold hands.....

Maybe Jiang Chen felt her fragrance from her hand or felt a peacefull touch that he smiled more in his sleep....

Seeing his smile,she too smiled but....

Soon.....

She fell in thought...

' Did I do right?'

'Not telling him about what happened today'

'what happend in the gathering '

'how would he feel ,knowing that the ' place ' he reached 'The Holy Son ' after so much hardwork and so many life struggles was just a title choosen for his ' Death ' by those insufferable geezers ahhh thinking about them...I just want to kill them....slittt their throats with my sword...burn them in the 'Deepest layer of my Agni Kund ' haahh...'

'calm down me...'

After regaining her self from sudden rage, she again thought.....

'but what would he feel ,knowing his years of life and death struggles and hardwork were for nothing,knowing his dedication was just tool for some greedy geezers,paving someone else's path by crushing his own.....'

'even if he now that ,he was framed....

What he actually feels ??'

'does he even blame the sect??'

'does he even hate the sect??'

'i don't know'

'he is such a good child,knowing how he cared for his undeserving master 'that bitch' ..well now she is his Ex master....hehe'

'ahm but what should I do....'

'i can't tell him,what if he gets mentally disturbed?'

'hmm'

'i should first know about his thoughts about this sect'

'then let's decide what should be done'

'though I really don't want to tell him'

'but not telling him and somehow he got to know from others, wouldn't his trust in me would fall??'

'no no no ' zi xia panicked...

'but I have read in some mortal novels ,first heroine hides some truths from the hero ,thinking it would be best for them ,but later this very reason becomes the hammer which breaks the chains of their relation,giving the regret of her life....'

'what if this happens to me ..'

Zi xia's eyes became wide,her heart started beating fast.....she was getting nervous by imagining a scene....

The scene goes by...

Zi xia was was standing near a cliff ,weather slight sun peaking from the sea of clouds in the sky,like in some time there would be a heavy rain...

Zi xia was wearing a beautiful purple gown which has slightly transparent sleeves and her neck area has transparent covering,showing her beautiful skin ....

She is wearing a silver long earpiece in her right ear,her left ear was left alone with no matching earpiece,her face looking slightly stressed ,more pained,filled with guilt....

She was holding a man's sleeve ,if we look from some distance away,it will look like the boy was leaving but was stopped by zi xia,his expression was of pain too,pain marked by the feeling of betrayal,or the failure of love which he thought he had but that was just temporary or it was never love from the start ,atleast from ' her ' part...

The boy asked "what now ?" in a plain voice ,there was no anger in it....which hurted the girl holding his sleeve more than he thought....

The girl said with desperation said " Please believe me ,I...I....thought.....it would be good for you.....,I...thought it'd hurt you...,I...ii....really didn't wanted to hide it from you,...I....just wanted....."

As she ,with her broken voice saying,she was stopped as the boy looked behind , Directly into her eyes and said "you wanted..?...you wanted exactly what??....my death..? Is that you wanted??....why....I.. didn't I share my everything to you....my every secret ...even my secret about ' beta ' b..but...what about you.....you didn't said anything to me about the thing which was related to me in every way,even my death...haha...you know even you asked for my death Directly ,I'd given for you...after you are ..are...my master....yo..you were my lover...."

"Were??" Zi xia asked with wide eyes , desperation leading to whole new height...

"Yes were, a woman who hide things from me is not worthy to be my lover" the boy said with a loud voice and pained yet determined expression.....

The girl hearing that was devastated,she fell on her knees,tears started appearing in her eyes but suddenly seeing something ,she stood up,holding his other hand was covered in red liquid,she was shocked ,as in his hand was her earpiece,her matching earpiece,which she once traded in her most desperate time,the one her mother gave her at her dying moment,the one she had thought she lost for forever,the one decision she regretted all her ,that same earpiece ,even after searching for it,she only knows that it was in some secret world carried by that earpiece's new buyer,that buyer died in that secret land,the secret land was closed ,and that secret land opens randomly anywhere,and the time for its opening isn't even fixed,but the most thing is that the secret world is very dangerous,even the fairyd from high cultivation realm die there like flies,but he ,Her precioud Jiang Chen has it,and it was stained with his precious blood as it looked like he was holding it too strongly in his hand resulting in his hand bleeding and the earpiece getting washed in his pure and precious blood....

The girl looking deep in his eyes asked in hoarse voice "wh..why...do you have it and...and you are bleeding ..."

Saying this she tore her sleeves from her beautiful gown and tried to tie the sound in his hand but he deflected her hand back and said "no need "

"Huh" the girl ...

"B..but you are bleeding ...."the girl said....

"Yeah " the boy replied looking at his bloodied hand ,holding a beautiful earpeace with pained expression .....

"Take this back" the boy finally said looking in her eyes ,holding out his hand,opening his palm....

"Y.....yeah but how..how did you get it?"

She took the earpiece but drop it on the ground and started attending his wound,the boy in his thoughts replied "I searched for it for many years,finally finding it,I entered into that secret land ,there were many dangers,but I w...wanted to see you smile ,the smile of you appreciating my love for you ,I nearly died countless times in that secret realm ,there were many desperate situations where I thought of abandoning everything and just dying here but ....the thought of seeing you ...kept me going....and finally after 15 years ....I managed to find it and more years it took me to came out of that secret realm ,but just as I walked out out of that secret realm ,I found them ,the Heavenly Sword Sect Master and many elders, apparently,the find out I was hiding there,so they laid a trap for me,as I am now strong enough to supress them alone ,the prepared many formations for me....and that couple of formations was enough dangerous for me that they nearly succeeded in killing me but when....when they thought they succeeded in killing me...I heard that you knew about this ,they were talking and laughingwhile talking about me,and I heard you knew that I was choosen holy son as a sacrifice and that they are hell bent on killing me from the start b..bu...t you never told me about anything....I...was...shocked.....but didn't believe it....I....yelled at them...,saying that they were just trying to get me mad ,make me depressed,they wanted to watch me in agony ,but when one elder took a heavenly oath ,I ....knew....there was no denying it.....you were hiding it from me....,Why ...why...why..wh..why...

..did you love that sect more than me,.....did you care about that sect more than me,...."

"N..no..no..they attacked you??..."the girl was shocked ,her tears stopped ,her face showing the horror she is feeling right now.....

"Say.....did...I not...love you enough...??"

The boy asked in low ,painfull tone which tore the girl's heart into 3000 pieces.....

But what can the girl do ,she can only cry and tell "no....I love you the most in this world.....I ....really .... didn't...know....anything about this attack....and ....yes...I....hide many things about sect from you ..b...but I did it for your own good...I didn't want to affect you mentally..."

"Hahahahhhhahahah..."the boy started laughing loudly...

"Didn't want to affect me badly?"

"Ha...ha...hahaha....haha...."

"Looking at me now ,what do you think,am I mentally stable ,do I look right to you ..."

As he was saying ,they both heard a loud yet sweet voice saying "Jiang chen ,it's time"

Hearing the voice and looking the girl behind the tree which stood up some distance away from them ,Zi Xia was shocked ,she looked at the boy's face and asked in the most desperate and broken voice "w..why...is she here ??"

"She ?" Jiang Chen looked at the new girl and approached her and hugged her and said "she is the one who saved me from them,and now I know,she loves me that's why she saved me and I feel like I want to be loved too...so...I am going with her....."

The boy said...

The first girl ,zi xia yelled "Nooooooo,you can't....she is Gu Yan ,did you forget,she abandoned you,how can you believe her now,yess right she is fooling you and...and...."

Jiang Chen looked at her and asked "and ?"

"And you cant leave me.....you can't abandon me....i.love you ....I ...love....you.....only...I.....can...love..you"

Jiang Chen looked at her for some time and closed his eyes ,turned around and said "I don't trust you ,I don't like people hiding something from me"

"....n....o....no.....nooooooooo"

Zi xia at last yelled loudly as she watched ,Gu Yan hugging him and taking him away in her flying sword...

#...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....#

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