eight

After the doctor left my mother turned to me holding my hand in hers. What was she doing? Was she going to tell me she was sorry for leaving me twk days without food.

"I am so sorry Ruby, I just can't pay your father's debts and I can't watch you suffer."

What was she talking about. I looked at her, of course she knew I could read her lip and make out what she was saying. She looked down so I couldn't read her lip, so foolish, she still hadn't figured out I could hear. Ooh, I forgot no body on new I could, even the doctors still hadn't noticed my eyes moving when someone walked in, so foolish, where did they study? Stupidity high? I smirked. As my mother continued to cry with her face down so j couldnt worry. Sometimes I wonder if this woman knows j can see. Of course I can see she is crying even if she thinks I can't hear.

"I am so sorry that I can't take you home with me..."

What the? What was going on? Was this woman crazy or something? Did she want to leave me here in the hospital?

"It was the only was I could set myself free from your father's debts..."

My fucking god! This woman was making me her escape goat. What had she actually done?

"I love you so much Ruby but I can't watch every thing I have worked for go to ashes..."

And there we go again. They ruin their life and still blame me for it.

" I hope Taylor takes care of you well, even though you will just be his slave."

WHAT THE FUCKING FUCKS OF ALL THE FUCKS!

I looked at her shocked and she looked up, she looked amup at me and she had the audacity of acting shocked. She sold me to get out of a debt and I didn't know if I would ever gett out of it. She was the worst woman alive, I swear she really was making me hate life more. Why did I have to be blessed more like cursed with a mother like her? Did the universe really hate me that much? Or I was a killer in my past life? Whatever I was I wasn't a good person. It had to be the only explanation of being cursed by such self oriented parents, no wonder my brother died of depression. I was going to die of it to. But, if she hated me so much to a point of selling me, why did she always save me whenever I tried to kill myself? This woman was such a two faced monster.

"You can hear?"

She asked me and I stared at her deep in her eyes trying to come up with a good explanation of why she was like this.

"Please tell me you can"

I didn't react and she just look in a deep breath before standing and walking out. She walked out, didn't even look back at me and just left.