These fatal fantasies, giving way to labored breath, taking all of me... Guilt as sin...Taylor Swift.
'In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed… The words of Jane Austen, like a sacred incantation, resonated within me, as my fingertips lingered on lips still swollen from our recent kiss.
Despite the cool night breeze that slipped through the window as we navigate the city's labyrinth, a fervent heat radiated from within me, a relentless reminder of what had happened.
Like a dream it still lingers, a gentle specter in the shadows of my skin. It caresses me, a tender yet insistent invitation to relive the moment once more. With each recollection, my breath faltered, stolen by the sheer intensity of the memory.
Sanity teetered on the edge, knowing he was there beside me, his presence a tangible heat against my side. And I, I was falling—plummeting into depths of emotion we never dared to acknowledge.
Maybe it was the darkness, where sight yields to sensation, that our mouths discovered truths too profound for words. Our tongues, in their silent dialogue, woven a tapestry of connection, while our bodies, drawn together by an invisible string, spoke in the language of warmth.
I try not breath too loud for him to catch the hitch of my breath.
I found myself caught in the act of breathing—each inhale a measured, silent plea, each exhale a whisper of restraint. I strived to temper the sound, to soften the sharp intake that might betray the thoughts within. For in the quiet space between us, even the slightest hitch of breath becomes a confession, a subtle surrender to the emotions we've yet to name.
We've shared kisses before, each a fleeting moment in time, but none like tonight. This was not a kiss stolen in haste, but rather a deep, soulful exchange, a sharing of something rooted and raw.
"You alright?" His voice sliced through my tumultuous thoughts, bringing them to an abrupt standstill. I froze, a statue mid-breath, before allowing myself the luxury of an audible sigh. Turning to face him, I caught a fleeting glimpse of concern in his eyes—those deep, chocolate pools that seem to scorch my very soul.
I wrestled with the butterflies and monkeys rioting within; this was a side of me I scarcely recognize.
"Yeah, why?" My voice sounded foreign to my own ears.
"You seem tense," he observed, and I was touched by his perceptiveness. "I apologize about my friends. They can be a bit overwhelming." His words wrap around me like a blanket, soothing and warm.
"I enjoyed their company. Now I see the bond you share with them," I reply, my smile mirroring his. Oh, to bask in the glow of that smile forever.
"I'm glad you had fun. I didn't know you could sing," he admitted, his head tilting in my direction.
"Karaoke nights were a ritual for my friends and me. It's odd—I loathe crowds, yet I come alive where the music thrives," I confessed as he raised an eyebrow.
"What about you?" I shift in my seat, turning to face him, curiosity painting my words. "It's hard to believe you have such talented friends and don't sing yourself."
"I do sing," he confessed, and I leaned in, drawn by the revelation. "You do?"
"But not professionally, just as a hobby," he clarified, a modest shrug in his voice.
"Really! That's incredible! You must sing for me," I insisted, the excitement bubbling up like a melody waiting to be released. His laughter, a low timbre, cut through the stillness of the night as he shook his head in amusement.
"Are you sure you can handle it? You might fall for me," he teased, a playful glint in his eyes.
I mustered a goofy smile, a feeble attempt to conceal the blush that had unfurled across my cheeks. The mere thought of his deep voice serenading the air sent flutters through me, threatening to coax out a girlish giggle.
"Oh, you must grace my ears with your Triton's voice," I countered, my words a mix of jest and earnest yearning. "A serenade to rival the sirens of the sea." My laughter echoed into the night, unrestrained and free.
"You can sing now," I pressed, eager for the melody of his voice.
"No, let's reach our destination first," he proposed, a hint of mystery in his tone.
His words drew my gaze outward to the road unfurling before us. The town was a distant memory, and now only the deserted road stretched ahead.
"Where are we going?" Curiosity laced my question as I surveyed the unfamiliar surroundings.
"That, lav, is a surprise," he said with a smile in his voice. "Let me whisk you away to the land of whispers," he continued, his words painting a picture of an unseen, enchanting place that awaited us.
I should have inquired, should have pressed for details, yet my heart, with its silent acquiescence, had already surrendered to trust.
This angel, with a voice that promised songs of unseen lands, had become the compass by which my soul navigated. The road ahead, shrouded in mystery, beckoned not with fear, but with the sweet promise of discovery. And so, with every mile that slipped beneath us, I embraced the journey, for my heart had found its guide.