Was It Really All I Felt?/Chapter 6

>It's a part of you and it will always be. Music is your heart beat and I think..... I think you just need to learn how to get it to beat again, which is where I fall in. So don't lose that beat cause it's what keeps you "Alive" not me. You just need to remember>Those words kept on playing in my head over and over again like a symphony, as I lay down in bed unable to sleep.... My gaze fixated on the ceiling .

Was she right....am being I selfish. Was our encounter met to jump start what was already there but hidden? Was her appearance to teach me how to bring it back to life?

I don't hate music. I could never hate music, it's the one connection I have with my mother (had) having lost her to cancer at the age sixteen.

I loved music more than anything, and I still do. I wanted to be part of a group so much, write my own song, create lyrics that moved heart. I was happy at first...were did it all go wrong?