Wish We Had More Time, Would Have Loved You My Way/Chapter 8

She left me with those last words, but my heart wasn't content with them. I wanted more, more time with her.

I felt a little lost, not really a little but maybe a lot, cause I should have know. She wouldn't wait around for me as I have for years. It was obvious from the start she didn't know who I was, so why would she wait for a stranger who never for once told her or inform her of his intensions towards her.

Why was I so stupid, really stupid. Stupid, stupid. So stupid of me to think she was all mine all along.

I left for the company with sadness written all over my face as we got into the van. Today was meant for the team to record the new song I've been perfecting for months now. But the energy I had currently wasn't what the needed, but I cant help be sad. The disappointment written all over my face was as obvious as day and my teammates could see it. Why won't they, they witnessed what happened too.