New Songs and Old Ones.

I once convinced myself that, as an actor, I needed to fully immerse into my role and become the character completely. I had to fully blend myself into him.

I didn’t exactly know how, but I felt the need to prove myself somehow. I tried to keep busy, but my mind kept obsessing over whether she had lost interest in me, or maybe never had interest at all, I was getting anxious, and it wasn’t healthy.

It had been such a long time since we last talked, and the longer the silence stretched, the more my insecurities grew. I couldn’t stop myself from wondering “what if?”

In the meantime, Da-Som and I were growing closer. She had clearly changed since we last talked-she seemed more mature now, and surprisingly understanding too.

Back when we were together, I never saw her that way. She had this childlike innocence to her. But now, it was like she had become a completely different person. Do people really change that much?