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After that, I decided not to walk in the sky anymore and stopped going into the astral plane, but at night, on the edge of sleep, some man began to come to me and talk about how he was waiting for my quick transition to his world.

- You will be my wife... - his shaky voice whispered.

Everything in my soul went cold and I clearly felt someone invisible hugging and kissing me... Creepy! He doesn't even offer, but insists...

- Who are you anyway?

- Call me Hor... I've been watching you for a long time...

- What? Seriously? I didn't even suspect this...

- I've been watching you since your birth... How you grow... eat tasty things... read your favorite books...

- It's really scary... - I whispered in horror, pulling the blanket over my head.

...Is this ghost really after me or just messing around?

- Why did you choose me?

- There is something special about you, something very rare.

- Where? What? Inside?

- Yes... Ha... It is something intangible, elusive for people... but for me - yes...

- And what?

…At that moment, I really felt something hot pulsating in my chest.

- Give me it! Give it!

…This strange request from the Hor in the silence of the deep night made me even more wary.

- Give what?

- This feeling... in your heart... Are you in love with someone?

- No... I don't have a boyfriend yet!

- Why not?

- I haven't met anyone yet... suitable.

- What type do you need?

- Kind, cheerful, open minded…

- Do you need a handsome one?

- Preferably... but not necessarily. What matters to me most is spiritual qualities...

The ghost paused a bit and I thought that he had already evaporated... but I heard his new comment:

- You know, such guys are rare... and they are taken apart when they are still cute puppies. And yet... you are in love with someone...

- No one... - this strange conversation began to bother me.

I desperately wanted to stop it and the Hor, as if sensing my anxiety, disappeared with the glories:

- I will take you soon... I need you...

The thought that someone already needed me there did not allow me to study calmly at the design course in University.

The ghosts constantly distracted me and proved that their world was more beautiful and wonderful.

- Do you know what bothers me more, comrade ghosts?

- What... what?

- Why have I already been practically married off to some transparent guy whom I don't even know? Is this a prank?

- This is not a joke at all, - answered the gentle voice. — Mr. Hor is a great ancient spirit, he is many thousands of years old and he dreams of a wife like you... You better not refuse him.

— What does he look like?

— Well, he is an ordinary man...

— A-a... so what... can I not get married so soon?

— Well, if you don't like him so much, maybe one of the Radiant Ones will pay attention to you, who knows?

— It is one of those golden youths with whom I danced in the sky...

— Yes-yes-yes... but usually they do not marry... they do not need it. If someone could fall in love with you...

— Where do such beautiful creatures come from?

— A-a-a... it is a big secret! No one knows where the Radiant Ones came from! We are former people... They were in the sky before us... They are eternal... and very rarely communicate with us...

— Do you remember your past lives? — I hoped that the ghosts would tell me about their reincarnations, but I was in for a big disappointment.

— No... none of us were reincarnated... each of us lived only one life...

— Really... how is that possible? It can't be, — my beliefs collapsed at that moment. — I thought that souls are reincarnated many times...

— But why... we are doing well here... one time is enough to grow to a subtle body and live on. It is impossible for us to be reborn into new bodies... the solar celestials do not allow us... They say that we are not worthy of reincarnation, because our souls are of no particular value to humanity and to them...

I couldn't believe it, I thought the spirits were joking, but after many surveys, everyone confirmed that there was only one life.

... It turns out that I also live only one life...

How is that possible? Why did it seem to me that I had lived in other worlds before. Deep disappointment overwhelmed me.

— Actually…, — the spirits explained. — …some individuals live many lives and incarnate in different worlds. They can be recognized by their tall stature and long legs…

— Surprising…

— Your height is above average for a woman and the size of your feet is not miniature… that means you are an eternal spirit and have already lived many lives before Earth… But who you are, no one knows… your hair is black from birth… that means you are not from this star system. You are a stranger to our celestials… Where did you come from?

— But I don't know… I don't remember…