CHAPTER 32 Crazy Memory

  Ella's POV

  [Mature Content]

  Oh god, what did I do!? My eyes remained closed as I listened to heavy breathing on both sides of me. I pretended to be still sleeping, keeping my breathing as deep and calm as possible, all while trying not to let the images from last night invade my mind.

  But it was impossible to prevent. Their scents were all over me, all around me, and the treacherous blush came creeping up my cheeks like the traitor it was!

  I can play dumb, right? Act like I didn't sober up the moment my eyes met Ryan's last night! Convince myself that I didn't remember last night and act like nothing ever happened!

  Yes! I could do that! squeezing my eyes shut, I tried not to remember that rush. that incredible mix of almost loving and Soft touches edged with force and raw... oh god, I have to stop!