CHAPTER 90 I Want My Possession Back

  Derek's POV

  I stalked up and down the room, my footsteps so heavy that I thudded across the carpet. Frustration was rising inside me, not knowing where Alyssa had disappeared off to was causing me great distress.

  'You need to calm down Derek,' Nova said as he appeared in my mind, I could see the shape of my wolf appear, but it was seen through the red haze of my vision 'You're going to hurt yourself,'

  It was then, I only realised when Nova pointed it out, I had picked up a letter opening knife and held it tightly in the palm of my hand. The blade seared my skin as I gripped my fist into a ball, tighter around the knife.

  'I need to feel something,' I grunted in response 'I'm close to having nothing left,' Looking down, I watched the red stream of my blood seep from between my fingers as I pushed the blade further into me 'Without Alyssa, I...'