CHAPTER 231

  Hailey's POV

  I have had my blood drawn for 3 weeks straight and with each time, the news got worse. The first time, my levels hadn't gone down; the second time, they went up, but only a little. This last time, they told me my levels had spiked. As such, they were referring me to an oncologist to start my treatment. The news hit Ian and me hard, as if not having a child wasn't bad enough. Cancer wanted to rub on the bleeding wounds of my heart.

  "Remember, they said we have a 98% survival rate. It's going to be okay. You are going to be okay." Ian tried to assure me, but it fell on deaf ears.

  I began to wonder how Liv must have felt when she found she had a mass again, only this time it had been cancerous. Is this otherworldly feeling what she had? It feels as if I am no longer in my body, but instead floating in the air, looking down at myself. It was almost like watching a movie, only I was the main character.