Ian's POV
The journals Red gave me had been rubbing me raw, filling me with a bittersweet feeling. Yet with each entry, I found myself healing further, realizing the love I once held for her paled in comparison to the love I feel for Hailey. She is my world, the ground beneath my feet, and the very air I breathe. Yesterday I found out a dark secret of hers without meaning to, but it explained so much about who she was now. It was almost full circle the way she found Red and helped her without even fully knowing what Red had gone through at that time.
We both cried last night when we found out Red had attempted suicide. She thought I had deserted her, and she felt so alone in her dark home. We held each other, deciding we would visit her and Johnny in the hospital today. Johnny was still in the NICU, being monitored while Liv was recovering from surgery. They had removed the tumor in her breast, and soon she would start chemotherapy.