When I got back to Prince Draven's suite over an hour later,I spent a long time in the shower reminiscing on what happened and crying my eyes out.I felt terrible all over.My wounds were starting to heal but I wasn't hurting because of them.I hate my life.I have blamed my parents for what they did to put me in this situation for too long but maybe it's time I blamed myself more.My father never wanted me and he was right not to want me.It's like he knew I was a curse,he knew that nothing good will come out of my existence.