The last time I ever had a new outfit was during the feast of the moon when I turned eight.I still remembered the look on my mom's face when she picked out that dress for me.She'd almost gone into tears rambling about how fast I was growing and how perfect the dress looked on me.
‘I bet this was made especially for you Ray,'she'd told me.Even if I wasn't exactly a fashionable kid,the look on my mom's face made me fall in love with the dress.Every day until the war broke out,I admired the little green dress,counting the days till I got to wear it again.But it never came.My parents did the worse and I lived the rest of my life putting on rags that I picked out from the dump at Silver Moon.
Ailana gave me some of her clothes,but I could never wear them at Silver Moon.Zayden found them on me and ripped them off my body,telling me how unworthy I was of the dresses.He went on to threaten Aila and we thought it best that she stopped giving me her clothes.