Aiden and I sat in silence for several minutes before I had the courage to speak .
"I don't know yet . There's just so much going on and things that have happened that I don't know if I can stay. I mean I just found out that I have this whole other family that I thought all my life gave me up . Now I have a mate as well and things just aren't working out as they're supposed to,"
"Or maybe they're working out exactly as they're supposed to . You went through hell, Erin, but now you're here, you're home . Maybe this was your way back,"
"Or maybe I was just never meant to come back," I whispered . The life I had been living for the past years had been that of a nightmare and the thought of it all being part of my faith was terrifying .
"Just don't do anything rash, take your time and think about it before deciding,"