Victoria
I released the breath I held in for so long. That was very intense.
I try My best to act like last night did not happen and also like I was not affected by it.
That was a lie, I was shaking inside. I prayed he did not find out I was a virgin. That would be embarrassing.
I don't know what came over me last night. I was blinded by his beauty. How the golden glow of the candle made his skin look flawless. How his shoulder length black hair and his stubble made him rugged and dashing.
It was all mind boggling, everything was hazy.
I was not okay. I had lost my virginity and it was to my boss. This was messed up.
I walked to Matteo's room and I laid on the bed beside him. I did not lay him in his cot, I laid him down on the bed.
I watched his chest rise and fall as he slept peacefully while my mind was at a hundred places at a time.
I slept with his father. What have I done?