Chapter 31 I Lied To You

  Victoria

  I don't know for how long I cried while Sebastian just stood there awkwardly. I guess emotions were strange to him. He didn't know anything about how to comfort people.

  "I'm so stupid, why did I allow myself to get carried away by nonsense. This is all my fault. I should have just said no and pushed him away. I shouldn't have allowed him to touch me. That was wrong!" I chastised myself sternly as my tears flew uncontrollably.

  "Don't beat yourself up over something you can't control. It's a natural human thing to do. Just don't blame yourself too much. It's human nature Victoria." He shrugged as he tried to make me feel better.

  I looked at him in disbelief as he lit up a cigarette, as he saw me looking at him he shrugs one more time carelessly.

  "I don't even want to carry his child Sebastian." I said honestly.

  He just laughed humorlessly.