Alessandro
Rage.
Pure Rage.
Absolute and Uncontrollable Rage.
That was all I felt and nothing else.
I needed to release my frustrations. I needed to ease my anger.
I need to hit something to feel something. Pain
That was why I was currently punching the fuck out of the punching bag in my gym.
Amara doesn't do it for me anymore. I tried and it just wasn't working. I wasn't feeling it and I wasn't feeling her anymore.
Victoria is the cause of all this and she is definitely going to pay for it.
Big time.
The tablet in front of me was my only way of knowing what goes on in this house, at every moment and in every corner.
I am watching. At all times.
Even as I was in the gym I still had it propped up on the treadmill.
I can't take my eyes off even for a second.
The minute I take my eyes off of the screen, things will begin to go wrong and I hate that.
I am supposed to be in control at all times.