Going back to school a few days later I had set my mind to look at Logan differently, I had managed to stop the feelings of love for him, having spoke it all through with Aunty T again. He didn’t deserve my love anyway, not if he was able to play mind games with me the way he was. He was clearly enjoying the benefit’s of a mate bond, many rumours of their relationship spreading through school, and I’m sure Anya made sure they reached me, including how good he was in bed.
I won’t lie it still hurt, part of me thinking it should have been me and him... but then I stop those thoughts and think she is welcome to him…
I did all I could to avoid them, I had to change my usual routine, as so much of it before had revolved around him, we had so many of the same classes so avoiding either of them was impossible, but it didn’t mean I had to interact with them, and between classes I stayed in places I didn’t think they would be.