I quickly drive away from the ice cream parlour without looking back. I shouldn’t have let myself act like than with him. He’s so easy to mess around with, to have a laugh with, the same as the other guys but the difference with Knox is, it easily seems to fall over into flirting and that scares me.
I don’t even realise I’ve done it until it’s too late…it just happens with him…. I shouldn’t do that, he has a mate out there…. But then it felt like he was going to kiss me back there….it scared me….. because I wanted him to…. I really did….
But at the same time as he raised his hand for some reason I instinctively flinched, probably all the beating I’ve had in the last year of late from Anya and her friends. I didn’t expect the tears though. I think all the emotions of everything got the better of me, everything from tonight with Logan, then me reacting like I did when Knox went to touch my face and the fact I’m scared and the fact I wanted him to kiss me.