Caroline
It feels weird sleeping in the same bed as Andrew. After the drama with Jonatan, Andrew refused to go home, and we fell asleep watching a movie. The problem is that I jerked awake again, and now my heart won't stop racing because my ex-boyfriend is cuddling with me.
I glance to the side with mechanical movements, and I'm blown away by cuteness. Which is freaking odd. Nothing about Andrew is cute except his
personality. Still, when I look at his dark eyelashes spread over his cheeks, I'm hit with longing.
He is so sweet.
How could I not notice just how sweet until now? The silly guy is holding on to me as if he is scared I will vanish if he lets go.
My heart swells. A part of me wishes to reach out and touch Andrew. Not inappropriately. I just want to kiss him. Hold him and... forget that I'm a trainwreck and that we aren't right for each other.
I sigh. I should talk to my therapist about this.
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