CHAPTER Four Revelations And Big Decisions

  I couldn't believe my ears when Alex said that he wanted to take me to Colorado.I tried to keep my voice steady,but I could feel the panic rising in my chest.

  "Colorado?"I repeated,trying to sound casual."Why Colorado?"

  Alex looked at me with a puzzled expression."I thought it would be a great place to go hiking and explore the mountains.You know before moving there."He took my hands in his and looked me in the eyes.

  "I am serious about you and the twins.I want you all three.You're all my world.I understand that this is a lot for you to take in but I can't imagine wanting anyone else.You mean so much to me."

  I tried to keep my smile in place,but my mind was racing.I couldn't go back to Colorado,not after what happened with Lochlan.I had left everything behind and started a new life,but the thought of going back there made me feel sick.