Chapter 5

  Chassy

  I ended up in a stream that I didn't know was there.I had been living in the pack for 18 long years,and yet I had not gone outside the border.It was the first time that I saw something other than the kitchen in the pack house,the road I always take when I go there,and the room in which I slept.I just realized how foolish I am to stay in a place where I never felt like I belonged.I looked into the water and saw my reflection.The moonlight was so bright that I thought at least it would stay with me.

  Because of the light that came from the moon,I saw how miserable I was.Is this how I am supposed to live?Will there be a chance that I will be happy?If everyone had a purpose for living,what was mine?Who's going to be with me to materialize that purpose?Feeling tired and exhausted,plus the numbness and heaviness of my heart because of the rejection I had caused,I couldn't help but lie down by the stream and close my eyes.